shushhhhh :)

this happened a week ago , i know this is so yesterday but the semangatness in writting wasnt there till today . ok the story goes like this , shasha took me out for a sister day out sort of thing , so we went to watch a movie , karate kid. the movie was awesome , funny and breath taking , how that will smith kid can stretch his legs out , watching the movie itself was enough no demo needed thank u :) anyway then we went to eat at ikano , ikea's foodcourt i guess? the food there is awesome and cheap , who wouldnt want to eat something nice and you dont even have to pay alot, right? if someone passes that chance , ternyata his a real dummy :)) back to the story , while we were eating , came this guy ,at that point of time we were laughing our ass out about something that i couldnt recall but it was funny , people around us were looking and feeling all sensitive about the situation. Duhh! who wouldnt right? i would if someone was laughing real hard and looking at you straight in the eyes, well unfortunately for the people there , they werent in my situation and fyi i wasnt even laughing about them ,about something else that coincidentally i was looking at them :) anyway then i look away since the family in front of us was looking at us in disgust, so i look away then came a man towards us . All of a sudden me and sha kept quite , we thaught he was moving towards us to scold  me and sha :)

sha: OH OH
meeza : shit dia marah kiter

all of a sudden the man's face turned from a strict face to a very friendly face , both of us were speechless .

him : eh kak ?! asal muka garang jer ? jangan takot saye datang nk jual perfume daripada kedai saye di KLIA ( me and sha laughed in relieved ) akak pernah bau tak perfume Estee lauder baru?
sha: oh takpela i dah beli dah haritu from a friend of yours from the same company , so xpela maybe next time :)
( actually we didnt even buy a perfume from his friend , we didnt know who he was , its just one of our family tactics to avoid from buying things from people heheh but luckily he didnt know that :) then the man said thank you and went to another table .then me and sha looked to right and came this gorgeous guy , serious hot :) combination of awal ashari and ashraf sinclair , hot, jambu but still maintain his machoness haha i told sha " OMG hensem gle budak ni" i didnt think he heard it , he looked at me and smiled -__-' ....that's the most embarrassing moment for the day. well what mama always tell me walls have ears is true , he heard me saying that ,aiyooyoyo , then the 2 second of embarassing moment passed on he asked sha "umph tadi kawan saye pasal jual perfume dah datang eh?" sha nodded and smiled :) sha asked me wether i was embarrassed by the moment ? of coursela , silly question to ask , but after looking at him for a quiet awhile , i dont think he's straight , he was wearing shorts with man's palm shoe , and tight shirt , only certain guys have that kind of style right ? and we know who :)) oh what a waste , why do cute guys become gay? such such a waste :))

moral of the story: keep your thoughts to yourself and when laughing always look down dont look up as some people are quite sensitive :))

hari marah sedunia :)

situation 1:
well today woke up , and i felt so so tired dont know why? maybe because been loosing so much blood ( go figure hehe) then ma asked me to accompanied her to a kenduri slash motivational talk that one of my pangkat atok did . then after siaping and all , drove the car to the house , we came late dur to traffic and all , then after that, met with mama's long lost saudara , mak de :) i salam her and she asked me wat was i doing so i told her about my work field , and she made this funny face which i assume she doesnt understand . most of them doesnt understand wat im doing , they thought im a lab staff in schools , poor hameezaa :(  then mama said we had to go back and visit mak( my grandma ) in the hospital , when we wanted to make a move, mak de hold my hand and said the weirdest thing, " aih , ni anak sape ni? umur brape? xsalam mak de pun?"weird??? didnt i just salam her just know? unfortunately for me she was 15 seconds sally haaha , she only remebers what happened in the past but not present , so to her i didnot exist 15 seconds ago , sedih betol , tak pasal pasal kena sound dgn dia " lain kali nmpk mak de , tegor tau ? maih salam , awak x salam lg " pelik betolla orang tua ni -_-'

situation 2:
i went to a friend of mine's house to pick up something from her , but unfortunately for me her house is guarded , so to see anyone inside i had to meet with the guard first. the situation goes like this :

guard: awak mau apa?
me: urm saye dtng nk collect barang , cik ***** ade bg tau kan?
guard: huh? manade , takde takde tak leyh masok! ( in a high tone )
me: erk? (took out my hdp n called ***** ) hello ***** i kan depan umah u but ur guard tak bg i masok , cane ni?
her: oh alamak? ye ke? xpe xpe i bg tau my mom jap
me: yeah thanks:)
ten minutes after that , came her orang gaji to pass me the barang since she is not around , i told the maid how rude the guard was to me , she apologized , good for her :) but y in the world must the stupid guard screamed at me to go off , im not selling anything la B*****D , im here to pick up things jer laaaa , x pasal pasal kena marah lagi haiihhhh

situation3 :
parked the car at the patrol station to fill some gas , then saw this mother and her child. the daughter was sitting on the bench ( usually for the petronas workers to sit) beside the pump. i think it was dangerous but i kept my mouth shut , but mama here is a person who is really sensitive when it comes to children. she asked me to asked her to not sit the child at the chair since it's very dangerous ,the heat , smell and all :) but i didnt want to sbb malas la nk masok campur kan , but ma forced me then i had to tell her jugak ....haihhh -_-'

me: urm akak , tak bahaya ke letak dia ( the child) kat sini? cam bahaya jer kak?
akak: huh?! asal plak! manaade laaa! (with an annoyed face and high tone)

wat is wrong with people today? getting angry so easily , period ke apa? hello im the one with the bulan mengambang not u :) haihhh tak faham betol....

little miss PMS

god , i hate it when im having my period , its not the pain im talking about but the hormones which are affecting me so much . i love having period no doubt about it u get to avoid doing chores , people wouldnt want to mess with you and much more :) but the hormones , OH NO! , its too tiring to handle . once i broke down at my room for being very jealous over a friend of mine going to Paris with her boyfriend, OMG who isnt right? they;re not even married but his family took her along , since i think they have too much money , so why dont we just bring her along , its only rm10000 plus expenses right? haihhh, then i also once , no no more than once being very emotional when ki didnt do the things i ask him to do , it really gets the best of me ..then just now i was on fb then i was tagged in one of the post that Min wrote about her experience in UITm for the past 4 semesters , i dont know it sort of made me want to cry? isnt that scary? i didnt know why i felt like it but the tear glands did their job , its so weird ....i dont understand me :( , then after reading all that , i went to someone's page , then i saw a post on the page , it made me furious , WTH? why must she involve the other person's name ? god ? i hate it :) maybe im taking this thing too seriously but yeah it did annoy me :) u dont have to tag the other person's name in your post which it didnt even matter abit pun tau? nak sangat ckpla :)
n the other thing that made me furious was , a reply from someone which was like if u read it, it'll be like yeah sure thingy ( i know none of this makes sense but couldnt reveal more , private n confidential :)) malas la kadang2 its best to not have fb , ticks me off ....

moody sally

ergh , moody sally ticks me off :) i have my mood swings too ok?im pressured by things too so , please keep ur mood swings  in the pocket and keeep it there , please n thank you :)

a public apology to those who deserves it

a few days ago something terrible happened , that caused a chaos and dispute that made everyone mad and the person who made this thing happened is me , i know i shouldnt have opened my mouth about it , my intentions was to let her know that's all, but thing got out of hand , i was wrong for assuming everyone's reactions are the same as mine if i heard the news , which i heard it all before in sem 1 , which was ...oh ok orang nk ckp ckpla i cant stapler their mouth can i? if i could god knows how their mouth loos like today :) anyway this is sort of a public apology to NURUL AIDA , NASIRAH and those who deserves it , i cant mention their names ( this will bring up sensitive issues) but if u were there that night and u feel like i should apologise to u then im sorry , but my sincerest apology to kak aida and sirah for ruining ur trust towards me , and for your information i really treasure your friendship and thank you for always being there when i need you the most , thank you . pourlesautresjevousremercied'avoirruinémavieetvastefaireenculesivous pensezquejedevraisêtreenenfer:)

putrajaya a trip to remeber :)

for or clinical experince , which is one of our subject , weird , we had to visit hospitals before going for our practical , i think this is to know how does the environment of the hospital is. anyway, the group that i went with wasnt that large as to compare to the other groups , we got to ride this mini uitm bus , which was so cute , it can only take up half of the amount of the normal bus can , which is around twenty something, i love the bus , its was so cute :)
the group i went with was kindda random , we went there nt everyone is with their one complete group , so it was fun since there wasnt much kekauman happened , i was happy with the trip :) that trip was fun cause one thing happened , all of the girls get the chance to go through friday prayers, wow that was the first time , i was blur , all of us were but luckily sirah was there , he explained how the prayer works and we just followed through out.at the end of the prayers , there were makciks around who joined the prayers , she said somethign to all of us that made me touched , she said to study hard and do it not only for your parents who worked hard to find money for you but also for Allah s.w.t. i dont why i felt sad , i know where i stand :)
there in putrajaya hospital was kindda scary cause the lady who helped us tour around , keeps on asking us questions but luckily some of us could answer her questions , fuhhh :) pratically we toured the whole hospital around 3 to 4 hours , which was a pain in the ass , my back was killing me , but in the we had fun :)

sleepy heads :)

happy birthday abang :)

it has been quiet awhile since i last updated my blog, the mood for blogging wasnt there till today :) thank god ,if the mood still wasnt there i thought of deleting my account , better , i dont have to update it all the time , but unfortunately the mood came hehe :)
anyway , i would like to wish abang juan ( 12/3) and shasha (26/3) a happy belated birthday and may all your dreams and wishes come true ,
love always ,
your sister meeza :D

abang's birthday ,sakura restraunt ,  there wasnt much picture to upload but this will do :)

shasha's birthday (26/3)

the end :)