hari marah sedunia :)

situation 1:
well today woke up , and i felt so so tired dont know why? maybe because been loosing so much blood ( go figure hehe) then ma asked me to accompanied her to a kenduri slash motivational talk that one of my pangkat atok did . then after siaping and all , drove the car to the house , we came late dur to traffic and all , then after that, met with mama's long lost saudara , mak de :) i salam her and she asked me wat was i doing so i told her about my work field , and she made this funny face which i assume she doesnt understand . most of them doesnt understand wat im doing , they thought im a lab staff in schools , poor hameezaa :(  then mama said we had to go back and visit mak( my grandma ) in the hospital , when we wanted to make a move, mak de hold my hand and said the weirdest thing, " aih , ni anak sape ni? umur brape? xsalam mak de pun?"weird??? didnt i just salam her just know? unfortunately for me she was 15 seconds sally haaha , she only remebers what happened in the past but not present , so to her i didnot exist 15 seconds ago , sedih betol , tak pasal pasal kena sound dgn dia " lain kali nmpk mak de , tegor tau ? maih salam , awak x salam lg " pelik betolla orang tua ni -_-'

situation 2:
i went to a friend of mine's house to pick up something from her , but unfortunately for me her house is guarded , so to see anyone inside i had to meet with the guard first. the situation goes like this :

guard: awak mau apa?
me: urm saye dtng nk collect barang , cik ***** ade bg tau kan?
guard: huh? manade , takde takde tak leyh masok! ( in a high tone )
me: erk? (took out my hdp n called ***** ) hello ***** i kan depan umah u but ur guard tak bg i masok , cane ni?
her: oh alamak? ye ke? xpe xpe i bg tau my mom jap
me: yeah thanks:)
ten minutes after that , came her orang gaji to pass me the barang since she is not around , i told the maid how rude the guard was to me , she apologized , good for her :) but y in the world must the stupid guard screamed at me to go off , im not selling anything la B*****D , im here to pick up things jer laaaa , x pasal pasal kena marah lagi haiihhhh

situation3 :
parked the car at the patrol station to fill some gas , then saw this mother and her child. the daughter was sitting on the bench ( usually for the petronas workers to sit) beside the pump. i think it was dangerous but i kept my mouth shut , but mama here is a person who is really sensitive when it comes to children. she asked me to asked her to not sit the child at the chair since it's very dangerous ,the heat , smell and all :) but i didnt want to sbb malas la nk masok campur kan , but ma forced me then i had to tell her jugak ....haihhh -_-'

me: urm akak , tak bahaya ke letak dia ( the child) kat sini? cam bahaya jer kak?
akak: huh?! asal plak! manaade laaa! (with an annoyed face and high tone)

wat is wrong with people today? getting angry so easily , period ke apa? hello im the one with the bulan mengambang not u :) haihhh tak faham betol....

little miss PMS

god , i hate it when im having my period , its not the pain im talking about but the hormones which are affecting me so much . i love having period no doubt about it u get to avoid doing chores , people wouldnt want to mess with you and much more :) but the hormones , OH NO! , its too tiring to handle . once i broke down at my room for being very jealous over a friend of mine going to Paris with her boyfriend, OMG who isnt right? they;re not even married but his family took her along , since i think they have too much money , so why dont we just bring her along , its only rm10000 plus expenses right? haihhh, then i also once , no no more than once being very emotional when ki didnt do the things i ask him to do , it really gets the best of me ..then just now i was on fb then i was tagged in one of the post that Min wrote about her experience in UITm for the past 4 semesters , i dont know it sort of made me want to cry? isnt that scary? i didnt know why i felt like it but the tear glands did their job , its so weird ....i dont understand me :( , then after reading all that , i went to someone's page , then i saw a post on the page , it made me furious , WTH? why must she involve the other person's name ? god ? i hate it :) maybe im taking this thing too seriously but yeah it did annoy me :) u dont have to tag the other person's name in your post which it didnt even matter abit pun tau? nak sangat ckpla :)
n the other thing that made me furious was , a reply from someone which was like if u read it, it'll be like yeah sure thingy ( i know none of this makes sense but couldnt reveal more , private n confidential :)) malas la kadang2 its best to not have fb , ticks me off ....