thanks for making me realise

terima kasih kepada orang itu for making me realize that actually you dont give a shit about me :) its has always been about you , YOU n YOU! i was really hurt that day when u said all those words , i thought u would understand but unfortunately u didnt , well hear me out loud now ,

" i dont care about u anymore n i think wat others had said about u was true ,i should have listened , n i've learned my lesson , n thanks again for showing me ur true colours"

sekian terima kasih

ibuku ....

these pictures were taken a few weeks ago , mamaku was driving , n this was the scenario :D

meeza : fushoooo mama , muka takleyh garang lagi ke ?

mama : * hacum hacum ( ni bersin yer rakan2 :) )

mama: i dont know la wat went into my nose ,gatal sgt

* hacum hacum

meeza : ahhahaha , takyah la garang muka

mama : i cant , klau mama boleyh take off my nose , mmg masa rase nk garu jer hidung

* hacum hacum

meeza : haha

raja zahirah shahnaz :D

meet my niece , raja zahirah shahnaz :D these are the not her recent pitures but boleyh la recent dia :D semua ni was taken when she was in the hosp but now dah balik dah heeee

then after ambik gambar ira ,semua la sebok nak ambik gmbar sama:)

n ni keje mama beli benda merepek letak kat incubator haha

( i mayb small but im the boss )

mariah raihanah :D

went to see mary today cause she just got back from auzzie ,n she bought a few stuff for me n my niece a.k.a ira ..awww so thoughtful for her terimas yer cik mary!she bought me a pencilcase and a shrek's cekak with ears which i have been longing to have one since form3 hahah so sayang mariah raihanah! hehehe

anyway i came at her house around 3 somthing and we chatted for quite long kot , about 3 hours camtu sbb i miss her like f crazy! hehe then after that , mama called , she said wat time nk balik semua , so terpaksa la tinggalkan mary , before we left the house we took a few pictures , bnyk gle okayh gambar kena ambik sbb

1. my new hair sucks ! haha

2. my camera keeps on mati-ing haihhhhhhhh

3. i couldnt smile taktau kenapa

so it tooks us like 10 mins nak ambik gmbar semua

( dear people ,i didnt cut my hair , my fringe jer yer :D )

ow yeah before the above pictures were taken ader la a few pics we took before dat jugak :

then around 6 something ,mary send me home with her car which is my 2nd dream car ...jeng jeng THE NEW SAGA ! hahha

then we sampai rumah ....THE END :D

my edward!

woot woot he's coming he's coming!

this is goodbye

i had fun when i was with u , thank u for the kisses and hugs u gave me and made me feel like i was the prettiest girl alive , but things just didnt work out and unfortunately they asked me to cut off the ribbons off even though deep inside my heart i dont want to do it .

never pick a friday

last friday went out with shasha , her boy and gemok . me n gemok had to tag along with her cause she said " meeza ikotla bawakla gemok skali , i cant face him alone , im scared" i dont knowla wats wrong with her , apa yg nk takot , she's weird sometimes but i still love her hahah :P anyway before we pegi to Midvalley we had to send papa to centerpoint sbb dia ader meeting apa ntah , then mama said " urm ras ( she calls my dad that somtimes la , kadang kadang gatal sayng la apa la haaha) if i drop u off here , then i'll follow the kids to midvalley la ,it's been awhile pon " then shasha stared at me n i stared back , JENG JENG "ibuku ikot skali?" the reason why kiter orang takot is because :



1. mama taktau yang shasha is meeting her boyf not her FRIEND jeng jeng


2. mama doesnt know that im going out with gemok jeng jeng


3. mama thinks im joining shasha n her FREIND jeng jeng



then shasha drove us ,(mama n me) to midvalley , time taken for us to arrive took about one n a half hours ..waduhhhh penat giler nk tunggu . syuk ( shasha's bf) arrived at mid around 2.30 pm n gemok at 3.oo pm . we reached midvalley at 4 .oopm .aiyoo then cepat cepat carik parking n parked at the gardens . the gardens lawa giler tp dia cam sama ngna pavillion i think ahha

anway then we had to like sort of paksa mama to sit at the gardens and not midvalley , then she became suspicious , " ni awak 2 orang ni betol ke nk jumpa izzy ? adek bwak kawan eyh" she started asking us questions n i started laughing histerically without reason -_- lagila mama suspect , kasi PAK skit kat dahi!haha then shasha marah me haih teros tak gelak dah
then she told mama " ma kiter orng dah lmbt ni , dah lama dia tunggu " then mama said " hrmm okla pgla mama nk makn laksa kejap" luckily bau laksa ader klau x sure dia tanya bnyk giler :D


ok then we crossed the road to reach mid ,dah smpai call la si gemok then he said he's in mph , i carila him then pusing pusing he's not there , called him again n he said " owh i said mph eyh? haha sorry sorry mcdonald " haih....sabar jer la dengan budak tu , then shasha said " klau camtu tot ( my nickname ,bodo gle kan nama tu ? haaha) kiter ambik syuk first la kat giordano " okla then kiter orang gerak to gio then saw him ( syuk) aduhai salihah , comel tahap radja punya comel woooooo:D then shasha said " wow" n i said " ya allah " since im beriman than she is ahahha . ok then jalan la dgn dia tu pick up gemok lak at mdonalds , then sampai there pick him up and then straight pg food court . makan makan then we split , me n gemok pg jln2 n dorang nk duk sana buat magic guna cards haha cam lawak imagine ur first date , ur guy tunjuk magic tricks haaaha cam lawakkan? haha tp xpe dia hebat owww :D


then me n gemok jalan2 la cause papa said xsempat nk tgk movie cause he's coming back soon , then fine la , kiter orang jalan la kat gsc .jalan jalan then came this one guy .


guy : assalamualaikum bang


gemok : walaikumsalam


guy : maaf menggangu bang , mungkin abang ingat saya mat rempit ke apa kan? tp saya bukan


gemok : erk? tak cakap pon haha


guy : takdela mana la tau kan saya berpakaian camni


meeza : wth? apa masalah this guy ( ckp dlm hati jer la haaha)


guy : ok bang saya ni nk jual satu buku ni tp bukan sbb saya nk sindir ke apa tau tp ni saya keje
part time jer . nah ni buku dia bang , abang nk bagi berapa pun saya tak kesah .


gemok : buku apa ni? *baca the tittle , me n gemok ketawa besar haha


* buku dia tulis , GOODAAN IBLIS



guy : asal gelak kak?


meeza : erk? takde pape takde pape


* gemok let go of my hand , me n him ketawa semua orang tengok haaha

guy: urm so abng camne? abang nk kasi berapa?


gemok : urm camnila bang , saya takde duit arini , today gf saya yang belanje semua


meeza : haahhaha


guy : urm ....ok . klau camtu takpela bang , akak taknka kak?


meeza : wtf? dah la panggil aku kakak ( dalam hati ) , urm takpela bang , nnt saya suruh mak
belikan :)


guy: urm ok , takpe terima kasih eyh, sorry menggangu :)



both of teros cam kaku giler and then jalan jer n gelak n gelak , mmgla its a sign from allah , jgn kmu bersentuhan dgn orang bukan muhrim hahaha , then both of us pgla gelato beli ice cream . jalan jalan lagi , saw my sis n her bf , we took a picture of them :D

then me gemok my sis n syuk lepak together kat this one bench . dah lama lama i turned around and i saw this guy n girl gado boleyh ark? dat girl was like crying terok gle n dat guy cam x pujuk jerr taktau la , when i asked gemok to turned around both of them left maybe sbb malu ke apa taktau la . then papa called n said " sha pa dah smpai midvalley ni , when r u coming here (gardens) ?" kemudian kala , we had to leave , i said byee to gem n sha's bf wanted to hold her hand before she left , bodoh giler kakaku aku ni , tgk eyh, here's the situation :


ok he opened his palm n showed her n then my sister deangan bodohnye dia tekan his palm with her index finger OMG! mental btollla budak ni , geram betol. then her bf cam marah la then dia cam sarcastic with my sis , i cam wth? ahahahha apa apa la, then jumpa mama n papaku teros :D


lepas tu the end ....oleh itu jangan la kamu pilih hari jumaat untuk kluar berdating , bnyk dugaaannye :)