a bump in the head

sometimes when ure to keen on doing something a bump in the head is what you need. ive had mine already ? have u? i realise now that things dont always fall on your lap and it doesnt always go as you plan it to be :) ive planned so many things in my life but most of didnt work out and something else happened instead sometimes its for the better and occasionally for the worse. i think Allah loves me ? i cant really be sceptical about it since its a sin and besides he has always given me a chance on the things that ive done , good and bad things. when i did things that are good i get something in return and when i do something that is bad i get a very painful lesson but in the end He gave me a chance. Most of the chances i took it for granted but this one chance i wont because everyone has their patience and i think one more hit he'll definately loose His patience and i'll end up very very sad and dissapointed. and the things that hapened to me lately i think is one of his tests ? testing on my patience towards something but the problem is im starting to loose it, i dont think i can go on if its like this , i want things to go back to normal the way it is , i love the thing that i have and i want to cherish it but please god give me hope and faith on this matter ,show me the right way if things are are meant to be :)

the love day :)

ok , i know its against our religion to celebrate valentine's day since it has something to do with the priest who was in love when in his kind of line he shouldnt have but yeah he did fell in love :) anyway we went out, because basically we were bored of staying in puncak alam , there's no life here , all you can do is go to rafflesia which is our canteen to eat and if feel like hanging out , you can hang out at the futsal court but usually its full of people , malas :) since chinese new year's holiday is coming , so me n ki planned to go out and spend some quality time together since its has been 2 or 3 weeks ago since we went out. so called up the guy named kamal , to rent his "dearest" car , i rented his car and i had some trouble with the deal , he had asked me for extra money for a really  unreasonable reason , which was the petrol , he said the tank was not the same as he gave us earlier in the morning , i said it was the same , but he just ignored what i said , so i had to asked ki for some favours in dealing this problem . luckily it went well? i dont know but we had our money back fuhhhh...:)
anyway back to the story , i went and pick him up at the faculty and we straight head to ou , ki wasnt feeling that well so i drove the car and he slept, and luckily he wasnt grumpy even though he was sick , thanks for making this day i great one hhehe :D
before going to ou , we went to have our lunch at this restraunt near ou, we wanted to have lunch at rasta but luck wasnt on our side , so makan la somewhere else. the parkings were full so , there was this one spot but the trick of you getting into the car park is to do a side car park ...fuhhh i was sweating and nervous and my hands were very tired since the steering wasnt power steering , penat nk putar...all ki was doing was instructing me from outside the car and laughing his heart out , cause i couldnt park the car straight , he said " kete jer gerak depan blakang depan blakang tp kete tak kemana pun ahahha" i wasnt funny k , at least the car was parked k :D
after having lunch we haeded to ou and didnt expect that valentine's day will be out so soon , so we bought 2 tickets and the movie was a really good one.




















































 have you ever watched 5 degrees show?its about a show were everyone is actually connected to each other through 5 people , and in this movie , everyone is related to each other without them knowing, and besides that , it had put in about love towards your family , friends and even your lover. what the movie is trying to project is that valentine's day is not only about you
and your lover , it more than that :) but fyi , i do not celebrate this day k :) thank you

then after watching the movie for 2 hours and half :) we planned off taking pictures at dream world. dream world is one of the places that me n my friends usually go after haging out. its a place where you get the chance to act like stupid japanese girls and make craziest faces and no one get to see it besides you and your partner . im a cam whore , i love cameras and luckily for me my partner is someone who goes with the flow , what ever pose i did , he followed , zakiran i had fun taking pictures with you heehhe :)

then after making craziest faces and having fun in the photo machine thingy , we went out from ou and ki said he wanted to go back to alamanda and reminisce back his nasi goreng cina telor dada :) so we went all the way from ou to alamanda , the place changed a bit of here and there , jabir wasnt connected to the nasi ayam gerai anymore , the faces of business students were different , most of them were tudungless girls but in a better version than thier previous batch? most of the familiar faces were no longer there since half of the students got kicked out because they couldnt maintain their greds :) so new business students with geekier looks and not so sexy hheeh when we came there , what was flattering was jabir saying hi to us from far , he recognized us , i think deep inside his heart he loves fsk students more than the business students :D hahah 

 

after having dinner we headed back home to puncak alam our second "fav" home after our own house :) 

  

 had a great day with zakiran , thanks for going out with me :) and thank you for the cookie monster slipers which i love it so much :) i will always be in love with you zulfauzi zakiran :D

futsal day :)

a few days ago was fsk day! it was a blast , everyone was there, firstly we didnt expect will be playing for the finals because we didint practice that much and semua ckp before the game started " kiter main for fun jer kan :) " . so there were no pressure involved ,we played like the night before , a friendly match and not to take it as a competition. the first day of the league , i was impressed with ieka , min, intan and farah , they surely can kick ass ! they scored most of the goals and i didnt because im the defender of the team and my duty is to protect the mother of the hive , which is kak mas :) my leg is so kero , so i qualify to be the defender since i can kick the ball outside the ring :) after the first match, we made it through the semi finals when we won the match with opto tak silap , then we won another match which ki refer it as "bhai" whihc means , meanang tanpa bertanding because the other group didnt show up for the match so luck was on our side and we won and got through the semi finals :) most of my classmates came down to watch the match, we didnt expect that they will attending the game and giving us moral support since monday ader test microbe :) thanks korang really really appreciate it :)
here are some of the pictures from the first day of the match

then the second day , which is the semi finals , all of us had to wake up at 7 because someone told us that the match will be held at 8 which is so not true,we had to wait till 4pm , then barula the real match started. we qualified to the finals because our beloved strikers kicked the ball into most of the goals ,what a relief :)  then during the game , most of us i think our adrenaline was pumping real hard cause our supporters had cheered for us even the unexpected ones , it made us much more semangat to play . the boys were screaming their lungs out positioning us on the court , all of our eyes were on the ball but our ears ,we had to listen to hear to their commands which was helpful , very helpful. because of them we won the match , not just because of the strikers but also because of the supporters who had supported us , thank you uguys and not to forget the team manager : capeq

the cheerleaders : our classmataes , and ader jugak yg murtad drp course lain yang support kite orang , thanks

 masterminds : zakiran , aidi , arai , and the boys sitting beside the court who was shouting at us ( xtau nama korang sorry )

the waterboy and my greatest supporter : zulfauzi zakiran , iheartyou :)

and everyone who came to watch our game to support us thank you so so so much :)

 

this tournament had given all of us a chance to be together again forgetting about the fights and things that used to be hurtful when you think back.during this day , all of us said hi and giving their moral support which was flattering for me. both boys and girls gather together and be in the same team, macam best since daripada dulu all of us were not like this , so it was a fun day and i'll never forget about it , since its our last sem together , lepas ni ader yg nk kawin , ader yg nak ambik degree coarse lain and some had planned to keje terus after this :) apa apa pun , thanks for the greatest day ever in sem 4 , love all of u :) 

 

my 100th post :)

this is my 100th post , so im here to tell you about somethign that happened to me yesterday :) this might sound normal to you but to me its to special , i havent done this with anyone. so i really want to share this with others to show how happy i am :D
it happened to me yesterday , as we all know i havent seen ki for quiet a long time and havent spend time with him pun da lama jugak , so yesterday decided to hang out , just the both of us since there was no classes yesterday , so we went out with bob's car. bob is the owner of the car , he rents his car , for students to use. yeay we had to since me n ki didnt bring our car to college sbb both parents said no , its too dangerous to drive here n yada yada  ...:)
the thing that happened to me that i was so excited and happy to tell about is about my first dance. have you ever wanted a dance ? a slow dance with that special someone? i have ...and it was full filled yesterday.i know this might sound boring nye budak ni...duh its just a dance kot ? but to me it was so laaa huhhhhh....tears rolling down my face hhahah
the situation goes like this :

i was medal-ling with ki's phone since he bought a new phone , so i wanted to check out his phone out mana tau ade gatal2 ngan anyone ke apa ke kat melaka heheh then his inbox was clean , thank god for that hehe then i checked his pictures , no sign of girl's sexy pictures with their boops coming out from their shirt , thank god again. hehe then i was about to open his media player where there are files of musics and videos. i was about to open the files when he snatched the phone from my hand, i was shocked , in my mind there thoughts saying " omg dont tell me he has nonsense videos in his phone , like porn or something like that , i really hate guys like that , you want to watch porn , please do it behind my back and not in front of me, tengok kat computer sudeyh takyah la nk bawak sampai dlm phne :) ok back to the story , i was almost pissed , so i didnt want to make a scene so i just kept quiet , acted like nothing happened. then before going back, i tried to open his phone to see what is he hiding from me? then he snatched the phone again , i said , what are you hiding from me? then he said " jap jap nk bg la ni jap " then i kept quiet ,my brain started transmitting , " ok meeza go marah zaki now!" then when i was about to marah , he opened this one song call " baby im yours " by the artic monkeys. it was a slow song where you can dance to the tune , i was shocked ,and looked at him in confusion. he held my hand and asked me to dance with him to the tune, i was shocked of course! he started swaying his body left to right and i tried to follow but too bad i am a bad dancer hehe As the song goes on playing he said this " i tau u mmg dah lama dah kan nk nari cam ni ? so i thought of giving you a surprise , i know this is nothing much but i just nk full-fill kan apa u nak k? i sayang u raja hameeza syuqriah" .omg ....! i was so touched  he remembered that ive always wanted this thing , i think i only told him once about this but he remembered , im was sooo happy and touced and obviuosly when both of it combines ,what do you get ? tears of course! i cried while dancing , this thing never happened to me with my previous boyfriends , they didnt care , but he cares , that makes me love him so much :) thanks ki , dan saya juga sayang kamu zulfauzi zakiran :) he just watched me and tried to comfort me but i couldnt control myself , habis makeup i hhehe but it was all worth it , thanks ehheeh and ill cherish this moment till the day that i die :)

i will always be in love with you , zulfauzi zakiran :)