shushhhhh :)

this happened a week ago , i know this is so yesterday but the semangatness in writting wasnt there till today . ok the story goes like this , shasha took me out for a sister day out sort of thing , so we went to watch a movie , karate kid. the movie was awesome , funny and breath taking , how that will smith kid can stretch his legs out , watching the movie itself was enough no demo needed thank u :) anyway then we went to eat at ikano , ikea's foodcourt i guess? the food there is awesome and cheap , who wouldnt want to eat something nice and you dont even have to pay alot, right? if someone passes that chance , ternyata his a real dummy :)) back to the story , while we were eating , came this guy ,at that point of time we were laughing our ass out about something that i couldnt recall but it was funny , people around us were looking and feeling all sensitive about the situation. Duhh! who wouldnt right? i would if someone was laughing real hard and looking at you straight in the eyes, well unfortunately for the people there , they werent in my situation and fyi i wasnt even laughing about them ,about something else that coincidentally i was looking at them :) anyway then i look away since the family in front of us was looking at us in disgust, so i look away then came a man towards us . All of a sudden me and sha kept quite , we thaught he was moving towards us to scold  me and sha :)

sha: OH OH
meeza : shit dia marah kiter

all of a sudden the man's face turned from a strict face to a very friendly face , both of us were speechless .

him : eh kak ?! asal muka garang jer ? jangan takot saye datang nk jual perfume daripada kedai saye di KLIA ( me and sha laughed in relieved ) akak pernah bau tak perfume Estee lauder baru?
sha: oh takpela i dah beli dah haritu from a friend of yours from the same company , so xpela maybe next time :)
( actually we didnt even buy a perfume from his friend , we didnt know who he was , its just one of our family tactics to avoid from buying things from people heheh but luckily he didnt know that :) then the man said thank you and went to another table .then me and sha looked to right and came this gorgeous guy , serious hot :) combination of awal ashari and ashraf sinclair , hot, jambu but still maintain his machoness haha i told sha " OMG hensem gle budak ni" i didnt think he heard it , he looked at me and smiled -__-' ....that's the most embarrassing moment for the day. well what mama always tell me walls have ears is true , he heard me saying that ,aiyooyoyo , then the 2 second of embarassing moment passed on he asked sha "umph tadi kawan saye pasal jual perfume dah datang eh?" sha nodded and smiled :) sha asked me wether i was embarrassed by the moment ? of coursela , silly question to ask , but after looking at him for a quiet awhile , i dont think he's straight , he was wearing shorts with man's palm shoe , and tight shirt , only certain guys have that kind of style right ? and we know who :)) oh what a waste , why do cute guys become gay? such such a waste :))

moral of the story: keep your thoughts to yourself and when laughing always look down dont look up as some people are quite sensitive :))

hari marah sedunia :)

situation 1:
well today woke up , and i felt so so tired dont know why? maybe because been loosing so much blood ( go figure hehe) then ma asked me to accompanied her to a kenduri slash motivational talk that one of my pangkat atok did . then after siaping and all , drove the car to the house , we came late dur to traffic and all , then after that, met with mama's long lost saudara , mak de :) i salam her and she asked me wat was i doing so i told her about my work field , and she made this funny face which i assume she doesnt understand . most of them doesnt understand wat im doing , they thought im a lab staff in schools , poor hameezaa :(  then mama said we had to go back and visit mak( my grandma ) in the hospital , when we wanted to make a move, mak de hold my hand and said the weirdest thing, " aih , ni anak sape ni? umur brape? xsalam mak de pun?"weird??? didnt i just salam her just know? unfortunately for me she was 15 seconds sally haaha , she only remebers what happened in the past but not present , so to her i didnot exist 15 seconds ago , sedih betol , tak pasal pasal kena sound dgn dia " lain kali nmpk mak de , tegor tau ? maih salam , awak x salam lg " pelik betolla orang tua ni -_-'

situation 2:
i went to a friend of mine's house to pick up something from her , but unfortunately for me her house is guarded , so to see anyone inside i had to meet with the guard first. the situation goes like this :

guard: awak mau apa?
me: urm saye dtng nk collect barang , cik ***** ade bg tau kan?
guard: huh? manade , takde takde tak leyh masok! ( in a high tone )
me: erk? (took out my hdp n called ***** ) hello ***** i kan depan umah u but ur guard tak bg i masok , cane ni?
her: oh alamak? ye ke? xpe xpe i bg tau my mom jap
me: yeah thanks:)
ten minutes after that , came her orang gaji to pass me the barang since she is not around , i told the maid how rude the guard was to me , she apologized , good for her :) but y in the world must the stupid guard screamed at me to go off , im not selling anything la B*****D , im here to pick up things jer laaaa , x pasal pasal kena marah lagi haiihhhh

situation3 :
parked the car at the patrol station to fill some gas , then saw this mother and her child. the daughter was sitting on the bench ( usually for the petronas workers to sit) beside the pump. i think it was dangerous but i kept my mouth shut , but mama here is a person who is really sensitive when it comes to children. she asked me to asked her to not sit the child at the chair since it's very dangerous ,the heat , smell and all :) but i didnt want to sbb malas la nk masok campur kan , but ma forced me then i had to tell her jugak ....haihhh -_-'

me: urm akak , tak bahaya ke letak dia ( the child) kat sini? cam bahaya jer kak?
akak: huh?! asal plak! manaade laaa! (with an annoyed face and high tone)

wat is wrong with people today? getting angry so easily , period ke apa? hello im the one with the bulan mengambang not u :) haihhh tak faham betol....

little miss PMS

god , i hate it when im having my period , its not the pain im talking about but the hormones which are affecting me so much . i love having period no doubt about it u get to avoid doing chores , people wouldnt want to mess with you and much more :) but the hormones , OH NO! , its too tiring to handle . once i broke down at my room for being very jealous over a friend of mine going to Paris with her boyfriend, OMG who isnt right? they;re not even married but his family took her along , since i think they have too much money , so why dont we just bring her along , its only rm10000 plus expenses right? haihhh, then i also once , no no more than once being very emotional when ki didnt do the things i ask him to do , it really gets the best of me ..then just now i was on fb then i was tagged in one of the post that Min wrote about her experience in UITm for the past 4 semesters , i dont know it sort of made me want to cry? isnt that scary? i didnt know why i felt like it but the tear glands did their job , its so weird ....i dont understand me :( , then after reading all that , i went to someone's page , then i saw a post on the page , it made me furious , WTH? why must she involve the other person's name ? god ? i hate it :) maybe im taking this thing too seriously but yeah it did annoy me :) u dont have to tag the other person's name in your post which it didnt even matter abit pun tau? nak sangat ckpla :)
n the other thing that made me furious was , a reply from someone which was like if u read it, it'll be like yeah sure thingy ( i know none of this makes sense but couldnt reveal more , private n confidential :)) malas la kadang2 its best to not have fb , ticks me off ....

moody sally

ergh , moody sally ticks me off :) i have my mood swings too ok?im pressured by things too so , please keep ur mood swings  in the pocket and keeep it there , please n thank you :)

a public apology to those who deserves it

a few days ago something terrible happened , that caused a chaos and dispute that made everyone mad and the person who made this thing happened is me , i know i shouldnt have opened my mouth about it , my intentions was to let her know that's all, but thing got out of hand , i was wrong for assuming everyone's reactions are the same as mine if i heard the news , which i heard it all before in sem 1 , which was ...oh ok orang nk ckp ckpla i cant stapler their mouth can i? if i could god knows how their mouth loos like today :) anyway this is sort of a public apology to NURUL AIDA , NASIRAH and those who deserves it , i cant mention their names ( this will bring up sensitive issues) but if u were there that night and u feel like i should apologise to u then im sorry , but my sincerest apology to kak aida and sirah for ruining ur trust towards me , and for your information i really treasure your friendship and thank you for always being there when i need you the most , thank you . pourlesautresjevousremercied'avoirruinémavieetvastefaireenculesivous pensezquejedevraisêtreenenfer:)

putrajaya a trip to remeber :)

for or clinical experince , which is one of our subject , weird , we had to visit hospitals before going for our practical , i think this is to know how does the environment of the hospital is. anyway, the group that i went with wasnt that large as to compare to the other groups , we got to ride this mini uitm bus , which was so cute , it can only take up half of the amount of the normal bus can , which is around twenty something, i love the bus , its was so cute :)
the group i went with was kindda random , we went there nt everyone is with their one complete group , so it was fun since there wasnt much kekauman happened , i was happy with the trip :) that trip was fun cause one thing happened , all of the girls get the chance to go through friday prayers, wow that was the first time , i was blur , all of us were but luckily sirah was there , he explained how the prayer works and we just followed through out.at the end of the prayers , there were makciks around who joined the prayers , she said somethign to all of us that made me touched , she said to study hard and do it not only for your parents who worked hard to find money for you but also for Allah s.w.t. i dont why i felt sad , i know where i stand :)
there in putrajaya hospital was kindda scary cause the lady who helped us tour around , keeps on asking us questions but luckily some of us could answer her questions , fuhhh :) pratically we toured the whole hospital around 3 to 4 hours , which was a pain in the ass , my back was killing me , but in the we had fun :)

sleepy heads :)

happy birthday abang :)

it has been quiet awhile since i last updated my blog, the mood for blogging wasnt there till today :) thank god ,if the mood still wasnt there i thought of deleting my account , better , i dont have to update it all the time , but unfortunately the mood came hehe :)
anyway , i would like to wish abang juan ( 12/3) and shasha (26/3) a happy belated birthday and may all your dreams and wishes come true ,
love always ,
your sister meeza :D

abang's birthday ,sakura restraunt ,  there wasnt much picture to upload but this will do :)

shasha's birthday (26/3)

the end :)

dunia basahh :)

wow it has been years i guess since i last stepped foot in wetworld , so just one random day me , kak mas , ika , n kak pipi felt like going out cause we were damn bored , so all of a sudden when we were in the class , kak mas asked me about going out , then i proposed to go to wet world n tup tap tup tap everyone was already ready to go swimming ! went there with kak mas's car , she drove the car but it wasnt that scary as it used to be , i think she is used to me shouting at the back " ya allah kete kete! , divider divider!" ahah kesian korang yg slalu same kete ngan i heheh before going to wetworld we had to singgah umah abang , because i wanted to take something from him . Then when we arrived , i bet in everyone's heart , all of us wished that kak aith cooked something for lunch , but unfortunately she didnt because she was busy taking care of the 2 naughty babies :) after taking wat i wanted , we all went to wetworld with an empty stomach :( but its ok the time we spent at wetworld was so funnnnn ! thanks korang for making me remebering the last sem with you guys , n thanks for making me feel i have friends ehehh :D

then afte habis mandi manda , we went to sek 11 shah alam to have dinner where things started to get sad knowing things that we couldnt even think it would happen , PNC ( private n confidential ) :)

then after that balik to our beloved puncak alam to rest our really tired bodies hehe

a bump in the head

sometimes when ure to keen on doing something a bump in the head is what you need. ive had mine already ? have u? i realise now that things dont always fall on your lap and it doesnt always go as you plan it to be :) ive planned so many things in my life but most of didnt work out and something else happened instead sometimes its for the better and occasionally for the worse. i think Allah loves me ? i cant really be sceptical about it since its a sin and besides he has always given me a chance on the things that ive done , good and bad things. when i did things that are good i get something in return and when i do something that is bad i get a very painful lesson but in the end He gave me a chance. Most of the chances i took it for granted but this one chance i wont because everyone has their patience and i think one more hit he'll definately loose His patience and i'll end up very very sad and dissapointed. and the things that hapened to me lately i think is one of his tests ? testing on my patience towards something but the problem is im starting to loose it, i dont think i can go on if its like this , i want things to go back to normal the way it is , i love the thing that i have and i want to cherish it but please god give me hope and faith on this matter ,show me the right way if things are are meant to be :)

the love day :)

ok , i know its against our religion to celebrate valentine's day since it has something to do with the priest who was in love when in his kind of line he shouldnt have but yeah he did fell in love :) anyway we went out, because basically we were bored of staying in puncak alam , there's no life here , all you can do is go to rafflesia which is our canteen to eat and if feel like hanging out , you can hang out at the futsal court but usually its full of people , malas :) since chinese new year's holiday is coming , so me n ki planned to go out and spend some quality time together since its has been 2 or 3 weeks ago since we went out. so called up the guy named kamal , to rent his "dearest" car , i rented his car and i had some trouble with the deal , he had asked me for extra money for a really  unreasonable reason , which was the petrol , he said the tank was not the same as he gave us earlier in the morning , i said it was the same , but he just ignored what i said , so i had to asked ki for some favours in dealing this problem . luckily it went well? i dont know but we had our money back fuhhhh...:)
anyway back to the story , i went and pick him up at the faculty and we straight head to ou , ki wasnt feeling that well so i drove the car and he slept, and luckily he wasnt grumpy even though he was sick , thanks for making this day i great one hhehe :D
before going to ou , we went to have our lunch at this restraunt near ou, we wanted to have lunch at rasta but luck wasnt on our side , so makan la somewhere else. the parkings were full so , there was this one spot but the trick of you getting into the car park is to do a side car park ...fuhhh i was sweating and nervous and my hands were very tired since the steering wasnt power steering , penat nk putar...all ki was doing was instructing me from outside the car and laughing his heart out , cause i couldnt park the car straight , he said " kete jer gerak depan blakang depan blakang tp kete tak kemana pun ahahha" i wasnt funny k , at least the car was parked k :D
after having lunch we haeded to ou and didnt expect that valentine's day will be out so soon , so we bought 2 tickets and the movie was a really good one.




















































 have you ever watched 5 degrees show?its about a show were everyone is actually connected to each other through 5 people , and in this movie , everyone is related to each other without them knowing, and besides that , it had put in about love towards your family , friends and even your lover. what the movie is trying to project is that valentine's day is not only about you
and your lover , it more than that :) but fyi , i do not celebrate this day k :) thank you

then after watching the movie for 2 hours and half :) we planned off taking pictures at dream world. dream world is one of the places that me n my friends usually go after haging out. its a place where you get the chance to act like stupid japanese girls and make craziest faces and no one get to see it besides you and your partner . im a cam whore , i love cameras and luckily for me my partner is someone who goes with the flow , what ever pose i did , he followed , zakiran i had fun taking pictures with you heehhe :)

then after making craziest faces and having fun in the photo machine thingy , we went out from ou and ki said he wanted to go back to alamanda and reminisce back his nasi goreng cina telor dada :) so we went all the way from ou to alamanda , the place changed a bit of here and there , jabir wasnt connected to the nasi ayam gerai anymore , the faces of business students were different , most of them were tudungless girls but in a better version than thier previous batch? most of the familiar faces were no longer there since half of the students got kicked out because they couldnt maintain their greds :) so new business students with geekier looks and not so sexy hheeh when we came there , what was flattering was jabir saying hi to us from far , he recognized us , i think deep inside his heart he loves fsk students more than the business students :D hahah 

 

after having dinner we headed back home to puncak alam our second "fav" home after our own house :) 

  

 had a great day with zakiran , thanks for going out with me :) and thank you for the cookie monster slipers which i love it so much :) i will always be in love with you zulfauzi zakiran :D