shushhhhh :)

this happened a week ago , i know this is so yesterday but the semangatness in writting wasnt there till today . ok the story goes like this , shasha took me out for a sister day out sort of thing , so we went to watch a movie , karate kid. the movie was awesome , funny and breath taking , how that will smith kid can stretch his legs out , watching the movie itself was enough no demo needed thank u :) anyway then we went to eat at ikano , ikea's foodcourt i guess? the food there is awesome and cheap , who wouldnt want to eat something nice and you dont even have to pay alot, right? if someone passes that chance , ternyata his a real dummy :)) back to the story , while we were eating , came this guy ,at that point of time we were laughing our ass out about something that i couldnt recall but it was funny , people around us were looking and feeling all sensitive about the situation. Duhh! who wouldnt right? i would if someone was laughing real hard and looking at you straight in the eyes, well unfortunately for the people there , they werent in my situation and fyi i wasnt even laughing about them ,about something else that coincidentally i was looking at them :) anyway then i look away since the family in front of us was looking at us in disgust, so i look away then came a man towards us . All of a sudden me and sha kept quite , we thaught he was moving towards us to scold  me and sha :)

sha: OH OH
meeza : shit dia marah kiter

all of a sudden the man's face turned from a strict face to a very friendly face , both of us were speechless .

him : eh kak ?! asal muka garang jer ? jangan takot saye datang nk jual perfume daripada kedai saye di KLIA ( me and sha laughed in relieved ) akak pernah bau tak perfume Estee lauder baru?
sha: oh takpela i dah beli dah haritu from a friend of yours from the same company , so xpela maybe next time :)
( actually we didnt even buy a perfume from his friend , we didnt know who he was , its just one of our family tactics to avoid from buying things from people heheh but luckily he didnt know that :) then the man said thank you and went to another table .then me and sha looked to right and came this gorgeous guy , serious hot :) combination of awal ashari and ashraf sinclair , hot, jambu but still maintain his machoness haha i told sha " OMG hensem gle budak ni" i didnt think he heard it , he looked at me and smiled -__-' ....that's the most embarrassing moment for the day. well what mama always tell me walls have ears is true , he heard me saying that ,aiyooyoyo , then the 2 second of embarassing moment passed on he asked sha "umph tadi kawan saye pasal jual perfume dah datang eh?" sha nodded and smiled :) sha asked me wether i was embarrassed by the moment ? of coursela , silly question to ask , but after looking at him for a quiet awhile , i dont think he's straight , he was wearing shorts with man's palm shoe , and tight shirt , only certain guys have that kind of style right ? and we know who :)) oh what a waste , why do cute guys become gay? such such a waste :))

moral of the story: keep your thoughts to yourself and when laughing always look down dont look up as some people are quite sensitive :))

hari marah sedunia :)

situation 1:
well today woke up , and i felt so so tired dont know why? maybe because been loosing so much blood ( go figure hehe) then ma asked me to accompanied her to a kenduri slash motivational talk that one of my pangkat atok did . then after siaping and all , drove the car to the house , we came late dur to traffic and all , then after that, met with mama's long lost saudara , mak de :) i salam her and she asked me wat was i doing so i told her about my work field , and she made this funny face which i assume she doesnt understand . most of them doesnt understand wat im doing , they thought im a lab staff in schools , poor hameezaa :(  then mama said we had to go back and visit mak( my grandma ) in the hospital , when we wanted to make a move, mak de hold my hand and said the weirdest thing, " aih , ni anak sape ni? umur brape? xsalam mak de pun?"weird??? didnt i just salam her just know? unfortunately for me she was 15 seconds sally haaha , she only remebers what happened in the past but not present , so to her i didnot exist 15 seconds ago , sedih betol , tak pasal pasal kena sound dgn dia " lain kali nmpk mak de , tegor tau ? maih salam , awak x salam lg " pelik betolla orang tua ni -_-'

situation 2:
i went to a friend of mine's house to pick up something from her , but unfortunately for me her house is guarded , so to see anyone inside i had to meet with the guard first. the situation goes like this :

guard: awak mau apa?
me: urm saye dtng nk collect barang , cik ***** ade bg tau kan?
guard: huh? manade , takde takde tak leyh masok! ( in a high tone )
me: erk? (took out my hdp n called ***** ) hello ***** i kan depan umah u but ur guard tak bg i masok , cane ni?
her: oh alamak? ye ke? xpe xpe i bg tau my mom jap
me: yeah thanks:)
ten minutes after that , came her orang gaji to pass me the barang since she is not around , i told the maid how rude the guard was to me , she apologized , good for her :) but y in the world must the stupid guard screamed at me to go off , im not selling anything la B*****D , im here to pick up things jer laaaa , x pasal pasal kena marah lagi haiihhhh

situation3 :
parked the car at the patrol station to fill some gas , then saw this mother and her child. the daughter was sitting on the bench ( usually for the petronas workers to sit) beside the pump. i think it was dangerous but i kept my mouth shut , but mama here is a person who is really sensitive when it comes to children. she asked me to asked her to not sit the child at the chair since it's very dangerous ,the heat , smell and all :) but i didnt want to sbb malas la nk masok campur kan , but ma forced me then i had to tell her jugak ....haihhh -_-'

me: urm akak , tak bahaya ke letak dia ( the child) kat sini? cam bahaya jer kak?
akak: huh?! asal plak! manaade laaa! (with an annoyed face and high tone)

wat is wrong with people today? getting angry so easily , period ke apa? hello im the one with the bulan mengambang not u :) haihhh tak faham betol....

little miss PMS

god , i hate it when im having my period , its not the pain im talking about but the hormones which are affecting me so much . i love having period no doubt about it u get to avoid doing chores , people wouldnt want to mess with you and much more :) but the hormones , OH NO! , its too tiring to handle . once i broke down at my room for being very jealous over a friend of mine going to Paris with her boyfriend, OMG who isnt right? they;re not even married but his family took her along , since i think they have too much money , so why dont we just bring her along , its only rm10000 plus expenses right? haihhh, then i also once , no no more than once being very emotional when ki didnt do the things i ask him to do , it really gets the best of me ..then just now i was on fb then i was tagged in one of the post that Min wrote about her experience in UITm for the past 4 semesters , i dont know it sort of made me want to cry? isnt that scary? i didnt know why i felt like it but the tear glands did their job , its so weird ....i dont understand me :( , then after reading all that , i went to someone's page , then i saw a post on the page , it made me furious , WTH? why must she involve the other person's name ? god ? i hate it :) maybe im taking this thing too seriously but yeah it did annoy me :) u dont have to tag the other person's name in your post which it didnt even matter abit pun tau? nak sangat ckpla :)
n the other thing that made me furious was , a reply from someone which was like if u read it, it'll be like yeah sure thingy ( i know none of this makes sense but couldnt reveal more , private n confidential :)) malas la kadang2 its best to not have fb , ticks me off ....

moody sally

ergh , moody sally ticks me off :) i have my mood swings too ok?im pressured by things too so , please keep ur mood swings  in the pocket and keeep it there , please n thank you :)

a public apology to those who deserves it

a few days ago something terrible happened , that caused a chaos and dispute that made everyone mad and the person who made this thing happened is me , i know i shouldnt have opened my mouth about it , my intentions was to let her know that's all, but thing got out of hand , i was wrong for assuming everyone's reactions are the same as mine if i heard the news , which i heard it all before in sem 1 , which was ...oh ok orang nk ckp ckpla i cant stapler their mouth can i? if i could god knows how their mouth loos like today :) anyway this is sort of a public apology to NURUL AIDA , NASIRAH and those who deserves it , i cant mention their names ( this will bring up sensitive issues) but if u were there that night and u feel like i should apologise to u then im sorry , but my sincerest apology to kak aida and sirah for ruining ur trust towards me , and for your information i really treasure your friendship and thank you for always being there when i need you the most , thank you . pourlesautresjevousremercied'avoirruinémavieetvastefaireenculesivous pensezquejedevraisêtreenenfer:)

demanding me

hrmm ...maybe im the one who's being too selfish in this matter?i want things to go my way? all the time? im not trying to be demanding but .....urghhhhhh i hate this feeling , i want it to go away and act like nothing happened? maybe tomorrow ill be better :)...hopefully....

haihhhh

like what one of my lecturers said in one of his classes, all of us must  not be berpuak and try to be togther in everything. What he said has his points from my point of view because if we’re not toghether cam xsronok we wouldn’t feel the fun and happiness in U. we will be living our lives just this once and go through it one time only . why cant we just keep our bad heart away and try to be nice t everybody. i know im not a good person and I don’t even have the right to say this but im trying not show how much I dislike the person in front of her or him. I think its better for me to not look in his/ her face as im afraid I might show the hatred I have in me towards her/him . At least Im trying not to show it right even though some people might not agree with the way im handling things.i don’t mind at least im trying and not like some people who shows her hatred towards someone by making stupid remarks in front of everybody , don’t you think she is dropping that someone’s waterface? Boleyh x klau nk cakap “ are u dumb?”

scene 1:

si pandai : eh eh? Kenapa ____ tak duduk belakang?

Mereka : J

We ( me , limo , ted , nur qaseh ) were sitting at the back ,which used to be “mereka”s” place but beside us there were still spaces. But they moved to front and sat with missy. Of course they “mereka” didn’t make a scene about it , klau x mesti la gado but , si pandai sengaja nk spark up the situation and others   ( classmates ) were looking at us . kenapa kena si pandai buat camtu? I tak faham

Scene 2:

Si pandai: eh kiter duduk mana ?

3 stooges : oh? Kiter duduk sini kan ?

Si pandai : eh bukan kiter duduk sane ke? Eh tp jap dorang ( me , limo , ted, nur qaseh) duduk sini plak tp “mereka” duduk blakang plak?

Si pandai : eh kiter duduk sini la , silap la , susah la orang orang asyik tukar tempat jer .

Si pandai is again trying to make a scene about the sittings. What is her problem?just let it be la u don’t have to be someone’s defender la k? they can defend their ownself , and someone in the rightmind would not do what you’re doing , because they know the conclusion of it will be a fight between both parties. you’re just acting like that to show how good and saint you are..OMG but I think si pandai , your techniques are not working anymore since everyone knows the real you.words have spread .

And there were others scene but I don’t want to mention because that was quiet awhile ago , scenes above were quiet recent which happened two days in a row.Both of the scenes above shows her dumbness im sorry I have to say that because im so pissed with her . why do you have to say all those things? Macam sengaja nk mempecah belahkan orang.

I cant stand it anymore , so what I suggest to you is that , you keep your small lips shut and try not to spark any fights ok? Its better for you to watch out because most people are trying to find the right time to hit you and others down. I wouldn’t want that to happen because u and I are both girls. I wouldn’t want to see someone I used to know to go down the drain even though I don’t really like you that much and you have hurt me so much till I nearly lost my mind. So again im saying better shut up your mouth and not to pick on others.please realise this ok thank you.

p/s: im not saying all this to humiliate u in this blog because I have said to you indirectly and you still don’t get the message , so I have to say it here.

the father's love towards a child :)

i was sitting with mama at subway in amcorp mall while waiting for mary toarrive as both of us ader date together that day, so mama pun belanje me one of the sandwhices ..as i was eating , i heard a child coughing quiet loud , then stop and then started coughing again. i lift up my head trying to search who was coughing as if he was suffocating..then i saw a "bapa mithali" carrying his son , his son was sleeping at that time. one of his hands was carrying his son the other was holding his cigarette  .... yeah maybe for some people they would say , " ala its ok , he's blowing the smoke opposite direction from the son's face, so its ok " , BS! dont you know common sense? it looks like the smoke is blowing at the opposite directions but hello dont you think your son has inhaled some of the smoke your puff out?bodoh gle ....if you feel like so desperate to smoke then , ask your wife to hold your child while you smoke your lung out till it turns black k? i dont mind people smoking , everyday we are surrounded by this kind of people , and they have their own right to choose to smoke because its their own lungs they're burning not mine, but what really irritates me is that people like this guy who would do anything as long as he gets to smoke , not thinking of what would effect the child what an ass!

chic bak ku teh!

p/s: sgt lawak clip ni , sorry dani i curik u punya ehheh
enjoy....:)

hrmmm

hrmmm like mama said the world is cruel , i think what she said is true...as u grow old people close to you start to show the real them? when u first met them all u could describe them were " baiknye....she's friendly..i ske tgk dia sbb she's so kind " bla blA and all that crap but once u get to noe someone for quiet a long time u start to notice there is something not right about this person? she or he start to show the real them , their cruelity , bah hearted n all the things that are realted to negativity :) im sorry i know im not fit to comment on this but its really2 hurtful when someone u trust n noe hurt u ..maybe the things they did isnt a big deal o so i think? but ........arghhh nevermind :) like papa use to say friends come n go bt family dont , ill stick to my family n bb please n thank you ^-^

new environment?

hm...how should i put it ? im feeling like the new alamanda is like hartamas? well u should see the people , nak g jabir mak aihhh...cam nk g makan kat hartamas laaa...
u see ,the girls especially dress up giler2 just to go to jabir..jabir is our like sort of dewan makan i think? there is a dewan makan but according to sources which is fatin which is kiki's cousin ...the food serve there is lousy...sangat2!u know there's one time she ate nasi ayam , n the ayam was still bloody , geli ke geli? n plus the price is also expansive :(
anyway back to the story , the girls there bukan nk cakap apa but then they dress up like cam beriya sgt like i told previously..there's this one girl , she came down from the dorm with a sweater on but when after she reached the pak guard's gate , she instantly did i say instantly?wait let me highlight it INSTANTLY open her sweater n dgn bangganye pakai her extra small baby tee ..haihhh..who is she showing off? the boys? yeah maybe the boys will have those owwww and ahhsss...but the girls , u know wats in their mind ir to be more specifically on my mind? "good god , gedik giler dorang ni? nape tak bukak je baju then turun with ur bras on?" haihhh i have nothing against them tau? seriously ! i love beautiful girls , i never envy them , but these girls ? hmmm macam semacam? i think? i dunno but most of the seniors are on my side bohooo u guys! hehehe but seriously we dont like the way the girls and boys treat us? some of them are nice but some are like freaking snobbish i guess?macam mengada sgt k ? this issue even got carried away in BEL Class , a classmate of mine aie, said that he wasnt happy on how they treat us at alamanda, n oh boy! he was well supported by my classmates but my teacher seems to think the other way , she said " well maybe they're just open minded ?" open minded? ya allahhhhh haihhhh :) no comment
then yang paling sakit hati is that , these "new tenants" are well treated by the guards , klau dulu kiter orang pkai baju singkat skit , dik dik naik atas tukar baju , klau dorang ....dik dik naikkan skit baju ...mereka sgt gatal k!! sgt!! that's why they where black glasses so that we cant see his eyes where he is staring :)
haih baikla thats all my luahan hati geram sgt....

p/s: im not jeolous of beautiful girls k? i love them i think they're sexy even though this sounds weird but yeah i do k? but the people here are just weird ? lain mca sgt sgt hehe :)

the colors of life??

hrmmm....well in this world u can see many types of people , I MEAN MANY YER RAKAN RAKAN ...there are the geeks who loves to read books all the time which ive seen many in my life , then u can see the bunch of posers , where they are commonly found in BB shuffling at the sidewalk , xfaham nape nak buat camtu? nak kata bersihkan lantai tak de gak , the floor is still dirty ? then why do they do that ? do u have the answer? no? simple! because they are bunch of posers yer rakan2? hehe anyway im here not to talk about the variety of people in malaysia ke seantero dunia ke apa k? im here to talk about , the many variety of people i saw in my law class :) oh no no , i tak ambik law skrang, but baru je ambik lesen hehe sedih x? u noe wat my instructor told me ?

abang hafiz : awak umur brape eh skrang raja?
me: oh dah 19 dah tahun ni :)
abang hafiz : oh hahaha asal x ambik masa lepas spm?
me : oh ntah mama mcm tak bg haha
abang hafiz : oh ok hahahah ( he laughed all the way home while sending me , tak faham apa yang kalakr sgt ambik umur 19? ok wat ??? ader jer kot makcik umur my mom in the class ...haihhhhhhh)

anyway back to the story ,ma just enrolled me to driving classes , and as we all know , the first class to attend is class undang2 kan? then okla i masokla class tu , in the class there were like 26 to 30 people , xramai sangtla and it was not that crowded , thank god :)
then i sat at the front seat ( this not call as semangat eh? this is call as i want to learn and not waste my mom's money hehehe). ok then came miss wannabe ! she came in with her wedges and her "i wannabe britney" clothes on, with a very very sour face, masok masok jer nak jeling orang , masahlahnye semua orang tau ????pasal minah ni ? nak carik gado ke? aihhhhhh
xpela mula2 i diam je kan? my mom always say that , dont judge a book by its cover , okla i shut my speculations about her , let it be jer la cause i believe in karma! oh yess i dooo babeyh!! then came the karma part to miss wannbe ,the instructor told us about wat u should wear n not wear while attending the driving classes ,so he said right in her face , " saya xgalakkan yer pelajar2 saye pakai kasut tumit tinggi walaupun dia sama rata semua yer? awak xmahir lagi , jadi buat cara tak mahir lagi yer?" ahahahhahahahaha i was laughing my heart out biler dia kata mcmtu but obviusly la diam diam dlm hati jer la :D her face turned blank and macam jadi masam lg , sngt buruk hahaha

then blablabla , the class started at 1 and stopped at 3 for break , so i pun pgla canteen with this really baik girl nama nadia yer?
then dah beli food and all , she asked me to sit with the girls , oh yess the wannabe was there , she was there sgt seronok x?? NOT!!! buat orang bengang lagi aderlaaaa , then came this conversation which she started ...

wannabe : hey how old r u?
meeza : oh im 19
wannabe: oh ok , r u studying or working?
meeza : still studying
wannabe : ohh..wat course are u taking?
meeza :medical lab technology
wannabee: oh ( muka cam kismis jer , as if u ambik course bodoh eh meeza? oh...)
how bout u n u?
girl #1 and #2 : im taking foundation in law , im taking dip acc but part 6 dah
wannabe : oh.......(muka dia cam , kenapa koang tak tanya aku? tanya la tanya la!)
meeza: how bout u ? wat course are u taking ? n actually how old r u?
wannabe: ohh im taking law and im 18
meeza : oh wow law , where at? uitm? um?
wannabe : oh no no , in taylors
meeza : oh....( i made the same face like she did to me , alahhhhhh stakat taylors , budak 1 apun leyh masok ambik law la pompuannnnnn!!)

p/s: im not against people with 1 a and below eh ?n attending taylors , im just against that wannabe yer , thank you :)

ok then masa break pun habis la and the class ended at 6.30 cmtu :)ok the end.....2 je nak cte hahaha :D

its just a blog .........

haih...i thought blogs are supposed to be the place for you to express yourself right? n whenver u get to read smthing that is quiet offensive or maybe somthing about you...ure not supposed to get offended? i guess? whtever la kan...yela i noe the feeling when people kutuk u behind ur back literally , but i got over it and pretended like nothing happened , takyah la nak emo sgt n sampai n ckap bapak punya kasar to people who has already apologise bout she said about him. FYI im not talking bout myself tau , its about a liltle missunderstanding between my classmates which thankfully i repeat thankfully im not involve! haihhhhhhh apa nak jadi kat my classmates yang sgt sgt bnyak puak dia......:)whatever it is , if i ever write somthing that is quiet offensive to you guys im sorry but like i said its just a blog where things get a lil bit out of control :)heheh

new year new me new life?

yeay! now is 2009! happy new year everyone!!!

for some people , every year , ther's changes in them , some got a brand new hair cut , bought a new bag n some replaced their old boyfriend due to boredom i guess? well mine's kinnda differernt , from a rambut bebas like wat ecah used to reffer me as ( dia budak klate , so xfaham asal dia pakai the word rambut bebas ? haha ) , now im no longer a rambut bebas! im a ........rambut tak bebas dah!!!! in other words im wearing tudung noW! for some people , i really dont know wat malfunction of the brain they're going through , but they cant really accept the new me? i guess? often asked questions will be :

1. ko dah terima hidayah allah ke ? haah

2. meeeza ! asal pakai tudung?

3. ko mimpa ko jumpa rasul ke? ahhaha

4. zaki suruh eyh?

5. etc ( malas nk citer orang bongok!)

why cant they just say , " eyh meeza bagusla dah pakai tudung skrang alhamdulilah! " kan senang hidup i n u! betol tak? rather than being sacarstic ( i dont think the speeling is right but watever!) why cant they just b polite for once???? haihhhhhh........watever la korang ! heheheh as long as im happy n si buncit is happy with the new me then im happy! so shut up people! stop asking me question .....jauh !jauh !jauh!! heheh

what's happening to the world?

wat a name... cat man? why not dog man ? or maybe perv man which sounds better kot . i read about this guy on news straits time or was it metro im not sure myself but this guy is soo weird , to like "umpan" the kids he asked the girls to look for his bird and cat .i dont know but it just sounds vulger ( camni ke eja dia hahah) but HIS BIRD? why not other animals like a dog or maybe a lizard . and one more thing why must he aimed on kids ? they're just children boops pun takde kot apa yg nk diraba?hahah but this is serious matter people ,wat is happening to world now ? where is the good people who will always help u when u're in trouble or somethin like dat? And then tak cukup lagi ngan catman dtng plak bomoh ni. This guy is such let me repeat that is SUCH a perv . He said that he can cure his patients by touching their V ,hahahh and some even believed him . And that bomoh even told his patients to burn alquran so that they will cure faster. peliikla orng leyh pecaya ckp orng tu ...haih...
Anyway to like help in finding sharlinie im posting her flyer on my blog , if u do find her call 999 :)