in the middle ?

well lately i dont know how i feel , i dunno wether im sad , happy or anything . i feel like i dont feel anything anymore . a few weeks back when im onlining( betol ke ni? hahah) i will feel this adrenaline in me u know but now when im on9 i dont feel anything ,its like im just doing my daily routine or something like dat .It same goes when im doing anything ,that same feeling just strikes me . that hollow feeling like u know that u have people there to support u when u're falling but u just dont trust them to catch u .i dont know why im like this and this worries me wow . im just scared i'll turn into someone who's heartless or mean cause i cant feel anything anymore.is this even normal? aiyoooo rappa or this maybe a sign im getting my PMS?ahahhahha ow ....i dont know ....

im inlove with the percussion!

wawaweeewuwu omg omg u noe how i cant resist hot guys ( yeah this sounds soooo gatal hahah) i spotted one guy who's working at pavillion as a percussion in his group . Actually i saw him like more than twice because my mom keeps on going to pavillion like every week because she says the food there is good . yeah right , its not that nice and its expensive but i tag along with my mom's plan and u noe why hahahah he's so so hot and everytime i see him he'll be smilling and his smile is as if he knows me , which i doubt it cause everytime he sees a girl in front of him he'll smile with the smile that just takes ur breath away haih hahah. then one friday ,i followedmy mom to pavillion . After having dinner we went upstairs beause she wants to walk around pavillion and then when i heard the "dum dumdum"sound i told my mom to go have a loook what's going on but actually im aware that "dum dum " sound was coming from his drums ahaha so, yeah we followed the dumdum sound and yeah babeyh i could see his face clearly and he was dropdead hot! i managed to take some pictures but unfortunately he keeps on turning his head urgh!! geram gle . bnyk kali kot try nk ambik and below are the best pictures i could take . then after listening to like more than 4 songs my said she wants to make a move cause she was tired .i didnt feel like leaving chewah! ahhah cause i want to like menatap his face lagi but ow well what cam i do?im not the one who's driving ,if she leaves me there she has nothing to loose right? hahaha so to prevent my self from loosing anything hHahhaha it's better if i followed her home .i went home with satisfactory ;) so here's an eye candy for u guys even though he's face is not that clear ,but just enjoy the piccas:)

what's happening to the world?

wat a name... cat man? why not dog man ? or maybe perv man which sounds better kot . i read about this guy on news straits time or was it metro im not sure myself but this guy is soo weird , to like "umpan" the kids he asked the girls to look for his bird and cat .i dont know but it just sounds vulger ( camni ke eja dia hahah) but HIS BIRD? why not other animals like a dog or maybe a lizard . and one more thing why must he aimed on kids ? they're just children boops pun takde kot apa yg nk diraba?hahah but this is serious matter people ,wat is happening to world now ? where is the good people who will always help u when u're in trouble or somethin like dat? And then tak cukup lagi ngan catman dtng plak bomoh ni. This guy is such let me repeat that is SUCH a perv . He said that he can cure his patients by touching their V ,hahahh and some even believed him . And that bomoh even told his patients to burn alquran so that they will cure faster. peliikla orng leyh pecaya ckp orng tu ...haih...
Anyway to like help in finding sharlinie im posting her flyer on my blog , if u do find her call 999 :)

wrong idea

hoho girl u got the wrong idea bout me and ur boy :) im just a friendly person who's interested in meeting people that's all . tooo bad for you if your boy is cheating on you while you're in new york and i hve nothing to do with it .
it's not my fault , i wasn't the one who contacted him first , it was the other way around kay?you want an advice from me ?, leave him cause he's not worth your time babeyh :) laki cibot camni blakang jalan p ramlee belambak kot so dont worry u dont loose anythin ;)
im not saying this cause i want him or anything ( he's not my type too short hahahahah) but just leave him babe

hottest people alive :D