the love day :)

ok , i know its against our religion to celebrate valentine's day since it has something to do with the priest who was in love when in his kind of line he shouldnt have but yeah he did fell in love :) anyway we went out, because basically we were bored of staying in puncak alam , there's no life here , all you can do is go to rafflesia which is our canteen to eat and if feel like hanging out , you can hang out at the futsal court but usually its full of people , malas :) since chinese new year's holiday is coming , so me n ki planned to go out and spend some quality time together since its has been 2 or 3 weeks ago since we went out. so called up the guy named kamal , to rent his "dearest" car , i rented his car and i had some trouble with the deal , he had asked me for extra money for a really  unreasonable reason , which was the petrol , he said the tank was not the same as he gave us earlier in the morning , i said it was the same , but he just ignored what i said , so i had to asked ki for some favours in dealing this problem . luckily it went well? i dont know but we had our money back fuhhhh...:)
anyway back to the story , i went and pick him up at the faculty and we straight head to ou , ki wasnt feeling that well so i drove the car and he slept, and luckily he wasnt grumpy even though he was sick , thanks for making this day i great one hhehe :D
before going to ou , we went to have our lunch at this restraunt near ou, we wanted to have lunch at rasta but luck wasnt on our side , so makan la somewhere else. the parkings were full so , there was this one spot but the trick of you getting into the car park is to do a side car park ...fuhhh i was sweating and nervous and my hands were very tired since the steering wasnt power steering , penat nk putar...all ki was doing was instructing me from outside the car and laughing his heart out , cause i couldnt park the car straight , he said " kete jer gerak depan blakang depan blakang tp kete tak kemana pun ahahha" i wasnt funny k , at least the car was parked k :D
after having lunch we haeded to ou and didnt expect that valentine's day will be out so soon , so we bought 2 tickets and the movie was a really good one.




















































 have you ever watched 5 degrees show?its about a show were everyone is actually connected to each other through 5 people , and in this movie , everyone is related to each other without them knowing, and besides that , it had put in about love towards your family , friends and even your lover. what the movie is trying to project is that valentine's day is not only about you
and your lover , it more than that :) but fyi , i do not celebrate this day k :) thank you

then after watching the movie for 2 hours and half :) we planned off taking pictures at dream world. dream world is one of the places that me n my friends usually go after haging out. its a place where you get the chance to act like stupid japanese girls and make craziest faces and no one get to see it besides you and your partner . im a cam whore , i love cameras and luckily for me my partner is someone who goes with the flow , what ever pose i did , he followed , zakiran i had fun taking pictures with you heehhe :)

then after making craziest faces and having fun in the photo machine thingy , we went out from ou and ki said he wanted to go back to alamanda and reminisce back his nasi goreng cina telor dada :) so we went all the way from ou to alamanda , the place changed a bit of here and there , jabir wasnt connected to the nasi ayam gerai anymore , the faces of business students were different , most of them were tudungless girls but in a better version than thier previous batch? most of the familiar faces were no longer there since half of the students got kicked out because they couldnt maintain their greds :) so new business students with geekier looks and not so sexy hheeh when we came there , what was flattering was jabir saying hi to us from far , he recognized us , i think deep inside his heart he loves fsk students more than the business students :D hahah 

 

after having dinner we headed back home to puncak alam our second "fav" home after our own house :) 

  

 had a great day with zakiran , thanks for going out with me :) and thank you for the cookie monster slipers which i love it so much :) i will always be in love with you zulfauzi zakiran :D

my 100th post :)

this is my 100th post , so im here to tell you about somethign that happened to me yesterday :) this might sound normal to you but to me its to special , i havent done this with anyone. so i really want to share this with others to show how happy i am :D
it happened to me yesterday , as we all know i havent seen ki for quiet a long time and havent spend time with him pun da lama jugak , so yesterday decided to hang out , just the both of us since there was no classes yesterday , so we went out with bob's car. bob is the owner of the car , he rents his car , for students to use. yeay we had to since me n ki didnt bring our car to college sbb both parents said no , its too dangerous to drive here n yada yada  ...:)
the thing that happened to me that i was so excited and happy to tell about is about my first dance. have you ever wanted a dance ? a slow dance with that special someone? i have ...and it was full filled yesterday.i know this might sound boring nye budak ni...duh its just a dance kot ? but to me it was so laaa huhhhhh....tears rolling down my face hhahah
the situation goes like this :

i was medal-ling with ki's phone since he bought a new phone , so i wanted to check out his phone out mana tau ade gatal2 ngan anyone ke apa ke kat melaka heheh then his inbox was clean , thank god for that hehe then i checked his pictures , no sign of girl's sexy pictures with their boops coming out from their shirt , thank god again. hehe then i was about to open his media player where there are files of musics and videos. i was about to open the files when he snatched the phone from my hand, i was shocked , in my mind there thoughts saying " omg dont tell me he has nonsense videos in his phone , like porn or something like that , i really hate guys like that , you want to watch porn , please do it behind my back and not in front of me, tengok kat computer sudeyh takyah la nk bawak sampai dlm phne :) ok back to the story , i was almost pissed , so i didnt want to make a scene so i just kept quiet , acted like nothing happened. then before going back, i tried to open his phone to see what is he hiding from me? then he snatched the phone again , i said , what are you hiding from me? then he said " jap jap nk bg la ni jap " then i kept quiet ,my brain started transmitting , " ok meeza go marah zaki now!" then when i was about to marah , he opened this one song call " baby im yours " by the artic monkeys. it was a slow song where you can dance to the tune , i was shocked ,and looked at him in confusion. he held my hand and asked me to dance with him to the tune, i was shocked of course! he started swaying his body left to right and i tried to follow but too bad i am a bad dancer hehe As the song goes on playing he said this " i tau u mmg dah lama dah kan nk nari cam ni ? so i thought of giving you a surprise , i know this is nothing much but i just nk full-fill kan apa u nak k? i sayang u raja hameeza syuqriah" .omg ....! i was so touched  he remembered that ive always wanted this thing , i think i only told him once about this but he remembered , im was sooo happy and touced and obviuosly when both of it combines ,what do you get ? tears of course! i cried while dancing , this thing never happened to me with my previous boyfriends , they didnt care , but he cares , that makes me love him so much :) thanks ki , dan saya juga sayang kamu zulfauzi zakiran :) he just watched me and tried to comfort me but i couldnt control myself , habis makeup i hhehe but it was all worth it , thanks ehheeh and ill cherish this moment till the day that i die :)

i will always be in love with you , zulfauzi zakiran :) 

from 100 % to 85 %

finally after a month plus i think ? i havent seen zulfauzi zakiran , gosh the last time i saw him was first day of new year then that was it until 24th of January , hhehe maybe i lied about a month plus thingy but i do miss him alot. hehe this is the first time me and didnt meet up every week during his practical and unfortunately for me he is having  his practical in melaka hospital , so say bye bye to dates :) but luckily for me last week i got the chance to meet him . it was nearly off since i didnt have any transport to go and meet him back in KL. so i had to ask a few favours about renting a car from puncak to go meet him in KL , but luck was definitely on my side since ki could come and drive his car to meet me here, seronoknye , i waited for him since 2 pm till nearly 4 smthing , he got lost and it took him quiet awhile to get here. when he got here he said he wanted to meet his cousin , i dont know what was wrong with me that day but i was so furious about it , i felt like " why didnt he meet me first then later his cousin? " penting sgt ke nk jumpa? poor ki , when i came down from my room my face was furious , while his was full of joy , i felt bad but jealousy was all over me hehe i know i shouldnt be jealous with his cousin but my hormone wasnt right at that point of time , so sorry la ki :)
we went to the car , but otw he asked me what was wrong with me , i didnt answer him , and he made his sad face which was so sad cause how would you feel when  came all the way from seremban but when you see  your bf , he made faces as if he didnt want to see you ? kesian dia so i tak sampai hati dah n i explained , h laughed about it , it wasnt funny to me , SERIOUSLY  :(
anyway then we went to sunway pyramid to watch adnan sempit again for the 2nd time for me , it was a good movie , i can still laugh to the jokes the guy made even though i just watched the movie 3 days ago i think? but before we went to sunway , we had our lunch /dinner at a gerai , the tomyam was faboulous :) sedapgle hehe
then i gave him his 1 year 6 months anniversary gift , i know its quiet early but i was so excited about it hehe so i had to gave him , but was so sad was he lost the anniversary card when he was his way back to college :( sedihh k walaupun the card cost a dollar but my words in the card is priceless k hehehe
that night he spent the night in puncak alam , he slept at angsana 3 with the medlab boys and MI , kamal and halim was also there .
the next day he was suppose to send me to home , but otw home sha called and said mak asked me when was i coming back home? i said i was otw and she said , mak asked ki to join for lunch . Ki was so shocked he kept on giving excuses to not meet my grandma , ma n pa wasnt around since they went to korea , it was only mak kot , takkan takot kot der? ehehehe padan muka u , rase apa i rase when i came to your house heheh anyway mak had cooked alot of food for us to eat,ki finished almost most of the lauk hahaha which is a no suprise , he loves food , its like in his blood , zulfauzi zakiran = food ahahah but its ok no matter how fat your are i still love you zakiran , always hehehe

to zakiran :
thanks for coming to puncak and meet me here , from 100% missing you it has decrase to 85% which is a big help for me :) thanks for letting me sniff your shirt and make me remember how you used to smell and how you used to hug me and held my hand , thanks zakiran , i love you :) and happy 1 year 5 months anniversary yang

to him :)

happy 1 year 4months anniversary , i know this may sound cliche but i want to tell you that i really love u :) yaps yaps , all this while i have been very very happy with you, u made me smile , stood by my side when i was crying my heart out about childish things , which makes me laugh sometimes :) but u still stood there even though i sounded so annoying haha you were the only one who believed i was a no clumsy person and trust me to drive your manual car ,even though my license were still hot from the oven that time eheh :)
and thank you for being the sweetest bf ive ever known , buying me singa just the same as in the papadom movie and being all sweet by giving me gifts that ive never thought of u giving me hehe , u definitely surprised me :)
and thank you for thinking i was the cutest girl even though i was dressing up like a rempit or had my ugly black tudung on hahaha thanks baby :)i really hope this relationship will last , last but not least i miss u , lama x jumpa u :( hehe




Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours (yours) until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the sun no longer shines,
Yours (yours) until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

I'm gonna stay right here by your side,
Do my best to keep you satisfied
Nothin' in the world can drive me away
'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until two and two is three,
Yours (yours) until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words, until eternity

Baby, I'm yours
'Til the stars fall from the sky
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the rivers all run dry
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the poets run out of rhyme

i love them :)

during my finals, ma pa shasha n abang ( my bro) went to korea...unfortunatly they left me here in malaysia with a reason " adek tgh final nnt nnt ma bawak k? "
haihhh i dont think that's real reason i think im adopted , that's why they didnt want to bring me poor meeza -_-'
but lucky this stupid thoughts vanished from my mind as all these things were given to me from them lepas balik korea:


this is from ma :)
and this is from sha , the boots and the necklace as a sisterhood thingy hahah poyo gle ayat dia hehe




in the end , i think im not adopted after all haahahahah

happy birthday!!!

here i will like to wish zulfauzi zakiran a happy birthday ! may all ur wishes do come true yer :) n here i will like to say saya sayang kamu zulfauzi zakiran n happpppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy birtttttthhhhhdddddaaaayyyyyyyyy to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!



love always,
raja hameeza syuqriah :)

<3 me lovey

happy first anniversary :)

Yeay finally ! the moment that i have been waiting for has come which is my first year annivesary!! Hahahah ah.....im sooexcited and happy at the same time, this is like the longest elatinship ever kot! The longest relationship i ever had was months jer , itu pun ...hrm...bertepuk sbelah tangan jer hahaha sian x? Hehehe anyway im here not to talk about wat happened in the past , so lets talk about now and not the past hehe ^_^

Ok here is how the story flows..hehe

The night before my anniversary ahhhh :)

Me , hanis , wahida , tiha, min , min’s bf which is capeq hehe and rain went to midvaley because all of us signed up for saf ( sukan antara fakulti) for bowling,which in the first place mmg pg sane nk g training bowling but well....we went to mid late and arrived there lambat . sampai jer....we went to watch setem which was a really2 good movie not like wat ive expected  ok then after that we went to the arcade and because time tak sempat so xjadikla nk main bowling hehehe sorry rainn ...hehe then after that, dah lambat so , they wanted to have dinner at mid but as usual ,me n ki ussually have dinner together ..so, i asked kiki to pick me up at mid and have dinner together :)

In the car....
Me : b, thanks ta sbb pick me up? Sbb dorang lambat lg nk balik kang x sempat lak nk g makan ngan u ..sorry tau?
Kiki : oh laaaa, tak kesah la ..ure my gf (cewahhhhh bangga x ayat tu ? hahahahahaha ok ....back to the story ) so tak kesah k ?
Me : oh ok anyway thanks k?
Then after like 10 minutes drive , he suddenly reached his hand to the back seat and hold a red box with ribbons on it ...then ..jeng jeng..! omggggggggggg!!! There was a card.....and a box ..
Kiki : happy anniversary baby!
Me : omg....thankssss!! omg!! Asal bg cepat sgt?bukan 2mrw ke ?
Kiki :ala u noe la i kan xleyh tahan ngan suprises? So i cam excited nk bg ahhaha then ni u can only open this box at 12 k? Janji?
Me : hahaha apa la u ni....haihh..ok i janji k? :)
Kiki: janji betol?!
Me: yer b....hahahaha
Kiki : ok klau u tipu dosa tau? Hahaha
Me : tau b hahahha :D

Then we went to have dinner andhe made me speechless the whole night...haha ..i dont really noe how to react cause i was tired + excited +hungry +can wait = spechless hahah does it make sense? I dont care la but thats how i felt hehe when he sent me back to the college he keeps on reminding me to only let me repeat ONLY to open at 12 ...so i waited la the whole night and at 12 ! everyone ( housemate i semua...comel x dorang? Sayang korang!) waited atthe living room to wait for me to open my gift....so , i opened my gift and saw what he bought! He bought a kotak2 shirt....which i sgt ske....!! sbb im into shirts yang kotak2 like nowdays punya trend , and he bought me a shirt with red kotak2 on it hehehehehhe ske ske ! :)and this is the shirt he bought me!


Then the card he bought me was so sweet i thinkla sbb i love it hehe kat card to tulis :
I dont want to posses u or change u ,
I just want to touch u and hold u ,
And look into your eyes and say that I LOVE YOU
Comel x ayat tu? Ahahahahahha i ske k? So shut up ! -_- thanks k kikiku , i really love the shirt and the card hehehe

The aninversary :)
To clebrate our big day , me and kiki planned to go to ou because kat sane tak ramai sgt orang like mid which pusing sane sini muka semua muka familiar ahhaha semua budak fsk haihhh -_- sedih x? Hehe so around 12 me n kiki met up at basement and went into the car, when kiki was starting the car i took out a bag made of a wrapping paper and gave it to him!

Kiki: haaaaaaaaa????b ni utk apa?
Me : hehee happy anniversary yang :)
Kiki:haha kata takde gift la apa la ...tp aduiii thanks yang ....
Me : welcome bb
Kiki: oh bleh x i bukak ? hm?
Me : bukak la tp i dont noe la if u like it or not tau? Klau tak ske im sorry ...
Kiki: oh yang dont say that i tau i akan ske nye...( he opened the gift and saw the shirt that i made)yang! I ske buttons dia....sgt comel ader smarties button hehe



Me : :) hehehe love u n happy anniversary tau?
Kiki: hehehe i love u too bb hehe
Tadaaa this is the shirt that i made n i hope u like it tau heehe :)
K then after that, we went to ou and as we arrive there we went to kluang station and have our lunch there , the food wasnt that good , so mcm marah ahhahahaha ok then we went to tgv to pick amovie to watch , then xde cte best sgt so we watch ghost from girlfriend’s past ..heheh the movie was all about sex kot mcm bosan gle hahahah even though im not that “ innocent” tp the movie cam bodoh , the ending was sweet kot? I like the ending but not starting of the movie :)

Then after that we went to secret garden ...did u noe that at ou there’s a rooftop garden ? sgt best kot..i didint noe pun , if we didnt explore the rooftop we wouldnt noe the exsistance of the garden , the flowers there was quiet lawa gakla , ader a fewflowers yang i <3 hehe and to summarise about the garden , tgkla piccas k ? hehe enjoy :)












Then masa kat garden tu kiki buat his 1st year aniversary speech hahaha sgt cam comel hehe :)
here’s the speech: tp sorry for the quality of the vid, maklumla phone tak hebat hehehee



Alrighty then , after exploring the garden for almost 1 hour, we went to the batting cage ! sg best! It has been quiet awhile since i nk main benda ni for one game the price wasnt so expensive it cost rm7 for 15 balls ! okla kan? So we played that game n guess wat? I hit 2 balls and ki didnt hit any! Hahahahahahha bohooooo u! Hahahaa :P and here are the pics, we didnt take many pics sbb cam excited sgt sampai telupa nk ambik ehehhehe









And the baseball activity ended our anniversary celebration ..sedih...cam takmau end the day sbb cam x pernah celbrate that kind of celebration , i noe this sound stupid tp thats how i felt la hehe
Anyway , to wrap up my blog i will like to say that :
Dear zulfauzi zakiran , i love u with all my heart and ive never met someone who’s very very patient with me especially with my mood swings , i rase laki lain dah tinggal kan i dah ahhahaa so bb thanks k? I love u baby mwahh, jgn tinggalkan i , nnt i pukol u! Ahhahahahhaha love u love u !!!!
The end :)

an i miss u gift?

have u ever got an i miss u gift? well i have! bohooo u!! hahahahahahha sangt sangt suke , this gift kept me smilling for hours and hours! because no one has ever gave me something without any occasion? heehe
anyway the story goes like these....

that night ( which i dont remeber which night ^-^) i was supposed to go back to my college but ma couldnt send me cause she was so so so tired, so okla i was kindda frustrated cause i was wishing i could have dinner with kiki dat night but tuhan said no la kan? macam ma always say , when tuhan means no it means no hehehe ok back to the story , so i called kiki and said i couldnt make it tonight n im sorry , i was suprised he was ok with it because i already promise him ill be coming home dat night but i broke my promise but again like i said he was ok with it? hmmmm.....ok then the next day, i asked ma to send me during lunch cause i noe my mom , if i say anything more than lunch , she'll be sending me lagi lambat which maybe the nexy day haihhh
then i toldla ki, then im coming home during lunch and he kept on saying that to tell him whenver i arrive cllge do tell him, he reminded me plenty ! i mean plenty of time yer? hehehe at that time i didnt suspect anything , so ok la when i sampai college, i told him , then i naik atas n send all my stuff upstairs and come down immediately after that....as i was walking towards the place yang slalu kite orang jumpa , i saw him standing there with something behind his back ...then tadaaaaaa came this thing !



1 bouquet of flowers with 7 roses in it , 6 were real and 1 was an artificial one because in the card it said that i will always love you till the white rose dies heehehheeh sangt sangt sangt suke the bouquet , thanks zakiran i love u !!! heheheheheh

<3

love love this song even though it has a different meaning :)

saye sangat suke dia !

Wowowowoowwoo its has been 6 months already ! I don’t feel the the 6 months pun , it soo fast ..lip lap lip lap je dah 6 months ….ive never felt like this before towards a person , definitely u have pass the “gifted boy “ meter…DEFINITELY! So no worries k ? sometimes you say you don’t feel secured , well sudah bnyk kali saye bagitau kan…..you don’t have to worry about it , all you have to do is just not to stop loving me and everything will be fine heheh ive had fun for the passed six months sangat!! Le me repeat sambil highlight ni ….SANGAT! hehehe sometimes I feel like im dreaming …..wow ! I got a guy who’s exactly like my dad…mary did say once that he does look like my dad , tengok tengok muka dia lama lama agak ar! Same kot! Hahaha he has the same features and character as my dad :
1. dahi nk jendol je macm my dad ahhahaha
2.love to kiss my forehead like my dad does
3. skin color pa = skin color ki ahhaha
4. say I love u all the time like pa does towards ma J
5. he has this tone like my dad, suara mcm tgh marah orang , padahl mmg ckp dia mcmtu , tinggi tone dia mcm papa sameee gleeee kot haha biler ckp :

would u ( part 2 )

would u? that was my last question in the "would u" blog of mine . well my answer will be yes i would fall in love with a guy who has done all the things that i have mentioned below :) And i did hehehe to me the things he has done to me is the sweetest thing ever , but to him he said as if he's head over heels sgt n its like embarassing? i dont even know why he thinks it that way ? hehe
And who could have think i will have my own love story? hehehe sangat sukeeeeee :P
He said he first fell for me when he first saw me dancing Mila's song , im not quiet sure what song is it call but lagu dia best! hehe He ( ki) said he saw me dancing that song dengan semangatnye eh rakan rakan , sangat segan kot! hehe dahla i was in the front row plak tu ...ki also said he stopped from dancing and he said he was like struck hahahha budakt u klakar but i <3 him hehehe
then after the incindent , ikeep on bumping into him , and during lunch he waited for me at the medan selera just to say hi....hahahah isnt that sweet ? hahaha and then one day i met him outside uitm , then we talked and then days after dat i think?he asked for my number , then unfortunately he didnt bring his phone with him , so i took his number :) he said when u get home do misscall me ur number , dlam hati ni dah senyum bpak besar dah ni! ehhehee
then unfortunately again for him , he gave me the wrong number kot , boleyh tak number sendiri salah bagi ahhahahaah ngok ke ngek ki? which one do u prefer? hehehehe
then i buat bodoh je la , i said to a friend of mine which is quite close to ki , " kiter tgkla , if we're meant to be , then its meant to be la hehe" then i think she told ki that he gave me the wrong nmber so then he asked my friend to check wether did he give me the wrong number? tgk tgk mmg salah! tadaaaa hehe
then i misscalled him and then we started smsing n for all u know , we hooked up! hehehe
all this is the synopsis of the whole story without details and all hehe :)
he picked the right date , which only happens once in a life time heheh 08/08/08 :)
now im with him , i feel so happy most of the time , he can make me laugh easily with his twisted and imaginative mind of his heheh im happy with him now and he's also like a really really good friend of mine , kalah joyah klau bercerita pasal hal orang hehehee and i really really really hope this will last till.........jeng jeng hehehe go figure ! :P

would you?

will u fall for a guy if he ....

1.asked his friends ( coincidentally to be your classmates ) to take good care of you and update him about you everyday after class?

2.waits for you at the canteen for an hour an a half just to say "hi?"

3pretends to bump into you at the library just to make you notice his presence?

4.dedicates a song for you at his myspace and that song tells a story that is similar to his and your situation ? ( couple - takkan pernah melupakanmu)

5.took the courage to talk to you for about 30 minutes even if you don't even really know him that much and he's only doing that just to make you know him better and so that you can erase the awkwardness between u both?

6.pretends to be friendly towards you even if he's actually a really shy guy just to get your attention?

7.said he fell in love with you in an instant when he first saw you dancing to one of Mila's stupid song?

8.said he waited for you to miss call him every single day for one whole week because you only did miss call him after a week he gave you his number?

9. waited for you every night even if you're late just to have dinner with you?

10. memorized the lyrics of your favourite song? ( yuna - deeper conversation)



so ...would you?

A B C D E F G H I J K L M ..............Z!!!!

ku mahu ku mahu ! <3

love love love

wahhh now everyone's in love , fai la mary la wahhhh .....
before this i posted a blog bout fai n his guy kan? now lets talk about mary n his guy heeee ;D


once upon a time ...

mary : meeza u x bosan ke asyik chat kat msn?
meeza : well hrmm agak bosan gakla . asl u bosan ke?
mary : hmm agakla , cuba u try this web , nama dia icq
meeza : ow ok kjap i tengok kejap.
mary : ok

then i went to that web , bnyk giler chat rooms dia then i decided to masok one chat room ni where most of the chatters are from egypt la . then chatted with them for awhile , it was so boringla , people asking the same question ASL? ( age , sex , n i forgot wat L stands for ahaha)
sola sebok mereka ini , then this one guy said hi to me n started talking bout his dig , wth?
haih mpk sgt its small hahahaha klau x kenapa dia nk ckap pasal his dig kan? hahaha
ok anyway back to to the story , then i told mary that im never ever again going to that web n she asked why and so i told her the whole story , all she said was " ahhahahahah" ....-_- dat weirdo , but i still love her hahaa love kamu mary! . ok then she told me about this one french guy she met from the chat room , she said he's nice bout horny sometimes but wth he's a frenchie which supposely to b YUMMY kan? but turn out he's a yuckie k! mary send me his picture to me and she said " enjoy...." i was like ok.... then when i opened the pic that she gave me mcm OMG berjuta kali , he said he 20+ tau but he looks like he's 30+ k? ahahah n he's BOTAK, i repeat botak! hahahhhaha ok then mary blocked him on msn hahaha padan muka orng tu tulla xbaik tipuuu ...kemudian kala , mary found this new guy , he's from egypt n owh owh he's such a hottie k ? they talked like almost everyday n one day mary asked me to come over to her house to talk about this "guy?" then i camelaaa , then b4 i went back that "guy" was on9 , so they talked through webcam ok? mary dah maju seyh! ahahahhah ok then i saw his face , wah wah he's hot gak la ...good job mary! hahahha they talk n talk like almost every single night n guess wat happened? tadaaaaaa teka la! ahahha then i cant tell u dah wat happened , wnna noe more sms on manja to 33838 hahaha but all i can say is dat mary is really happy right now n she madly in love with him hahahaa so let her be laaaaa ;D

inilah dia jejaka tampan cik mariah raihanah :D

p/s: im really happy for you mariah raihanah :)

love IS a losing game

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

One I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
...know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I'm rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

i miss youuuuu guyssssss

kamu kamu sekalian yg memganggap saye ini rakan sekolah kamu , saya sgt merindui kamu! where r u guys? biler nk lepak ni yeah yeah i noe everytime u guys ask me out i'll say " eyh sorry la i cant la " im so sorry but i really cant cause everytime u guys ask me out mesti ader something came up but i really want u to know that i really REALLY miss ya'all! and this is wat i miss the most about u u n u n u n u

adibah : i miss you n ur sarcastism(betol ke ni?) ehhe
anis : i miss ur gossips babeyh!
Ain : definately ur blurry face that always makes me laugh
ana banana :i fucking miss my walking dictionary
faiieee : sgt merindui kamu punyer " no , no " everytime u want
want to start a story heee
jay :) : i miss ur boops babeyh! hehehhe
Nurulku! : i miss my ur weird laughter ahha
mary had a lil lamb : sgt merindui membuli kamu! ehhehe

im inlove with the percussion!

wawaweeewuwu omg omg u noe how i cant resist hot guys ( yeah this sounds soooo gatal hahah) i spotted one guy who's working at pavillion as a percussion in his group . Actually i saw him like more than twice because my mom keeps on going to pavillion like every week because she says the food there is good . yeah right , its not that nice and its expensive but i tag along with my mom's plan and u noe why hahahah he's so so hot and everytime i see him he'll be smilling and his smile is as if he knows me , which i doubt it cause everytime he sees a girl in front of him he'll smile with the smile that just takes ur breath away haih hahah. then one friday ,i followedmy mom to pavillion . After having dinner we went upstairs beause she wants to walk around pavillion and then when i heard the "dum dumdum"sound i told my mom to go have a loook what's going on but actually im aware that "dum dum " sound was coming from his drums ahaha so, yeah we followed the dumdum sound and yeah babeyh i could see his face clearly and he was dropdead hot! i managed to take some pictures but unfortunately he keeps on turning his head urgh!! geram gle . bnyk kali kot try nk ambik and below are the best pictures i could take . then after listening to like more than 4 songs my said she wants to make a move cause she was tired .i didnt feel like leaving chewah! ahhah cause i want to like menatap his face lagi but ow well what cam i do?im not the one who's driving ,if she leaves me there she has nothing to loose right? hahaha so to prevent my self from loosing anything hHahhaha it's better if i followed her home .i went home with satisfactory ;) so here's an eye candy for u guys even though he's face is not that clear ,but just enjoy the piccas:)

wrong idea

hoho girl u got the wrong idea bout me and ur boy :) im just a friendly person who's interested in meeting people that's all . tooo bad for you if your boy is cheating on you while you're in new york and i hve nothing to do with it .
it's not my fault , i wasn't the one who contacted him first , it was the other way around kay?you want an advice from me ?, leave him cause he's not worth your time babeyh :) laki cibot camni blakang jalan p ramlee belambak kot so dont worry u dont loose anythin ;)
im not saying this cause i want him or anything ( he's not my type too short hahahahah) but just leave him babe

who has the remote?

well recently i watched this movie called seducing mr perfect which that guy is soo perfect * to me la! .his face is like flawless , sharp nose and hot hot body babyeh! anyway in the movie that guy (the hot one ) said that the person who gives way first has no control in the relationship. like for example , brownies and mr futsal right, mr futsal was the one who took the inisiative (is the spelling right? ..whatver la kan ) to get to know brownies first and not the other way around kn? so , from this we can conclude that when anything goes wrong , contohnye brownies merajuk ke apa kan ,mr futsal will be the one yg terkedek kedek to pujuk her because brownies has that the power ..faham x? its okla klau x faham dont care pun but whatever it is i am happy for my brownies bcause finally she has found her edward awww! to show how happy i am for her , i am gonna post her picture here haha :)