Friday, February 20, 2009

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love love this song even though it has a different meaning :)

the first date :)

wah wah wah that day was a very memorable day as i n sha was the cupid of the day. we arranged a matched make date for mary n anep hehe

the day before " my first date "

meeza: hello mary !
mary: hey meeza , lama xdengar cerita u eh?
meeza: oh sorry ive been busy skit la heheh , anyway i nak ajak u ni kuar tomorrow to
curve , nak ikot x?
mary: hm...i tak kesah actually tp wait y do i smell smthing fishy is going to
happen?meeza u better tell me hehe
meeza:hahahha ala mande pape la , its just dat i nak u to meet HIM dats all hehe
mary: alaaaa tp i takmau la as if i yang tekedek kat dia meeza?
meeza: eh manade tekedekla...u je yang taktau , he's actually wants to see u laaa
BADLY ....betol laaaa...haih mana u tau ni hm?? i mestila tau sbb he's been
asking syuk about it n i think now is the right time dont u think? hm?
mary: hmmmmm i dont mind to give it a try tp tgkla mcm mana k , lets just meet up and
tgk macamnane k hehe
meeza: ok ....then ill c u tomorrow k :)
mary : ok byeeeeeeeee

then the next day , i got to know that , anep didnt sleep all night because he was nervous to meet mary, cannot go ke cannot go? haahha well hes is like that because he only had one girlfriend before this and then he hasnt been dating since....forever kot? entahla dia tu...hehe then the next day we meet , then he n mary met n i can see things are quiet ok kot? he seems ok with her n she seems to be ok with him tooo :) so lets just finger crossed n c wat happens next :) (p/s: the rest of the story cannot be told as it might invade mariah raihanah privacy hehehe but but i manage to get a snap of them walking together even though agak blurry hehe)

Monday, February 16, 2009

its just a blog .........

haih...i thought blogs are supposed to be the place for you to express yourself right? n whenver u get to read smthing that is quiet offensive or maybe somthing about you...ure not supposed to get offended? i guess? whtever la kan...yela i noe the feeling when people kutuk u behind ur back literally , but i got over it and pretended like nothing happened , takyah la nak emo sgt n sampai n ckap bapak punya kasar to people who has already apologise bout she said about him. FYI im not talking bout myself tau , its about a liltle missunderstanding between my classmates which thankfully i repeat thankfully im not involve! haihhhhhhh apa nak jadi kat my classmates yang sgt sgt bnyak puak dia......:)whatever it is , if i ever write somthing that is quiet offensive to you guys im sorry but like i said its just a blog where things get a lil bit out of control :)heheh

Sunday, February 15, 2009

1 2 3 senyum badak senyum!

these photos were taken after heama punya lab habis....taktau nak buat apa dah so we took pictures of ourself :) ima was the one who influenced us all utk ambik gambr bnyk gle gambar camne heheh <3 imah dan ika hehe








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saye sangat suke dia !

Wowowowoowwoo its has been 6 months already ! I don’t feel the the 6 months pun , it soo fast ..lip lap lip lap je dah 6 months ….ive never felt like this before towards a person , definitely u have pass the “gifted boy “ meter…DEFINITELY! So no worries k ? sometimes you say you don’t feel secured , well sudah bnyk kali saye bagitau kan…..you don’t have to worry about it , all you have to do is just not to stop loving me and everything will be fine heheh ive had fun for the passed six months sangat!! Le me repeat sambil highlight ni ….SANGAT! hehehe sometimes I feel like im dreaming …..wow ! I got a guy who’s exactly like my dad…mary did say once that he does look like my dad , tengok tengok muka dia lama lama agak ar! Same kot! Hahaha he has the same features and character as my dad :
1. dahi nk jendol je macm my dad ahhahaha
2.love to kiss my forehead like my dad does
3. skin color pa = skin color ki ahhaha
4. say I love u all the time like pa does towards ma J
5. he has this tone like my dad, suara mcm tgh marah orang , padahl mmg ckp dia mcmtu , tinggi tone dia mcm papa sameee gleeee kot haha biler ckp :


Situation 1
Me: pa , pa nak pegi mana?
Papa : pa nak pegi kedai jap ( denagan tone yang agak tinggi yer rakan rakan ehhe)
Me: jangan la marah orang Tanya jeeeeee
Papa: manade marah pa cakap biasa je dgn awak ( dengan muka pelik ? eheh)


Situation 2:
Ki : yang pass kan sudu tu ( tone agak tinggi yer J)
Me: garangnye…..cakapla baik baik
Ki : I cakap baik baikla ni , I cakap biasa je kot ( sambil senyum n buat muka pelik hehe)


(seeeeeee mereka agak same jugakla , u have to meet him n my dad to see the kesamaan between them both kot ) hehehee I don’t how i got this guy who has the same characteristic as my dad but I think mayb because dulu ….when I was in form 5 Ive tried this game where if u want your dream guy , you will have to list down how do you want him to be and all that stuff in a paper and put it under your bed and you must not let people know what you have written on the paper…after a few months ( habis skola ) I got a guy tp langsung tak macam pa but ok ok jer la kot entahlaaaa malas nk fikir heheheh bt then after I entered UITM , jeng jeng came a guy yang agak same ngan pa, at first I didn’t realize it but after awhile fikir fikir balik , same gak dia ngan pa hehehe sangat suke itu :D hehehehe who on earth tak ske dia dapat a guy who’s almost the same as ur dad kan? i will really really want a guy who’s like my dad because he is the perfect husband ….for me laaaa…heeheh so I just hope me and ki’s relationship will last till ……………FOREVER even though there are matters that are quiet disturbing tp I don’t care……nak gak sampai foreeverrrrrr!! Haahahahahha physco ke physco mana pilihan hati eheheh
Oh oh before I forget……HAPPY 6TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ! SANGAT SAYANG KAMU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and oh oh for our aniversary i got him a pillow case and wrote there i <3 chenta ! ( chenta = meeza k? orang nak kata perasan biarlaaaaa ske hati orang laaaaaa)


a sunday to remember

Sunday was definitely a day to remember , that day was the first time i tried sheshaaa( all thanks to mary , for exposing me to that thing , n thanks to ki for the moral support , for being such as sport in things like dat heehhe but not all things he agrees me on doing , like for instance , this one day i told him i wanted to try smoking , JUST A PUFF let me repeat JUST A PUFF hehe but he said with his expresionless face , “nampak ni? “ ( it was a penampar eh people ?) ehhehe mayb he’s doing that for my own good kot? Dunno la heeheh) anyway back to the story , that Sunday was also a day to remember when my mom caught me lying .....yessssss! pat me on the back people for exposing myself so clearly ....well almost?
It all started when the day before Sunday , which was Saturday , mary texted me about going out on Sunday to sunway pyramid because she wanted to hang out with hazwan , so she invited me too , maybe because she misses me hehehhe i noe u do!!!! Hahahaha , ok again back to the story , when she texted me i wasnt sure if i could go out with her , since the next day , i’ll be going out with ki because i only i see him once a week , so i didnt want to spoil the “privacy” ehem let me repeat “privacy” hahaha but then again i was quiet suprise that he said he didnt mind hangoing out with mary m he said that he knows i miss miss mary kiter , so he said he didnt mind at all ....all i could say was that i thank god for giving me a man like him ! hahaha then i told bout the news to mary , she said she cant wait to meet me n ki at sunway the next day , me too! Hehe
That Sunday afternoon me n ki got ourself prepared and left from alamanda to sunway around 1 i guess? Then a round one smthing we aririved there and waited for mary there at the tgv...then suddenly someone tapped me on my shoulder , i turned around....and it was!!!!!!!
MARIAH RAIHANAH!!!!!!!
I was so shocked n could ever utter a word hehehe , of course i was speechless , the last time i saw her when i came to her house whihc was last year? Haihhhhhhso saddd.....anyway i was shocked to see the new mary , she was much more slimmer than she used to be and she’s looks better now then she used to ...maybe because the ugly shadow was not following her anymore kot? ( soryy aymin! No offence! Heheh) then after meeting her and yasmin( mary’s sis , shes wearing braces now , kau tau joyah! Hehe) then i met hazwan......gosh ! lama gle i havent seen him kot , the last tme was summersplash! Hehe then after purchasing the movie tickets, we went to secret receipe to have our lunch since all of us was starving like hell! Hehe then lepas makan makan n movies....me n ki went to the food court , because he was hungry so i as a very caring person hehe temaned him there ....
As i was walking there , i saw this one girl was wearing the same as i have at home , my pink bulky bag , then wait...i stood there n that girl i was looking at looks very familiar! VERY VERY FAMILIAR...cuba teka sape tu???it was my sister! Haihhhhhhhhhh i was f****** shocked kot!there was only one thign on my mind , if sha was there so was my parents , so i quickly hide behind the pillar n asked ki to check for me wether was it my sister?n he gave me a hand singnal n then my heart just drop .....SHIT!! wat was i going to do ?then i called my sister n yada yada ........some things are better to be left unsaid heehe ok watever it is ....my parents has warned me to inform them wherver i go n tell them with whom i go out with....and i was grounded to stay home every weekend.....haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ok now for the better part of the day , the same day mayr brought me n ki to this liltle arabic shop which serves shisha....she orderd mix fruit as the flavour , whihc im not sure why because ki n yasmin told me that applemint tastes better but takpela mary asalkan i dah try shisha heheehe then they had the very first few sips but i wanted to try also but my heart said no.....cewahhhh ! hehe i dont wats up with me , i ws mentally blocked for awhile then mary n ki asked me to try it , soo without thinking i sip it.....waduh!! pedih tekak ku!the taste of the shisha wast that nice i didnt understand why they love it so much but then ......i knew why it didnt taste that good!! Before sipping it ,i ate mentos! So it tasted bitter laaaaa kan? Mint + mix fruit = bluek! Hehe right? After few sips , the taste ws better i guess , n i became addicted to it , snagt sedap , nyaman rasenye mama hehe then ki show off his skills playing with the asap , yasmin too , mary too!! Ceh i felt challenged so apa lagi! Hah ambik kau! I puffed the thing n kluarkan the thing through my nose wahhhhhhhh! Everyone wa imppressed with me they got up n calpped their hands and sais meeza im proud of u! Heheheh oh well wat can i say hehehe so all thanks to MARY and KI for exposing me to the real world thanks people heheheh J love u loads ! especially u ki! Heheeh <3

Monday, February 2, 2009

i use to care but now i just dont anymore

who in the world wouldnt know about me and the "gifted boy" . i was crazy about him kot dulu , if i could see him for just one second it would made my life happier ......ala u knowla how they say about ur first love , u will never ever forget bout him right? right after "he" left me , he was with this one girl , who was OBVIOUSLY younger than me kot hehehe she was form 3 at that time n was "hot" ( for boys laaaaaa, u know why kan? go figure!) heheh then right after that i was never ever in the mood for anyone .......i was single for almost a year ...haihhhhhh sober year la katakan KONON ehehhhehe then after that boleyh katakan everyday i pray to see him , a glance pun jadilahhhhh but unfortunately i got to see him only a few times kot but masa tu pun dah macam " omg omg omg!! hehehahaha" dah kata head over heels over him kot eehheeh then after that i was with somebody else to like mend my broken heart la konon, i was with him for a few months , then ade this one day i saw "him" in the car with his mom , i mcm jerit dalam kete kot! and got scolded by pa because he was driving n then he nearly bang a motorcylist kesian dia haihhhhh ....that how muchy much i wanted to see him ....sangat!!!hehehe

anyway , then now at this present time , 2009 hehehe i saw him at mph .....
the story goes like this ....

after attending my pangkat cousin's daughter's birthday me ,sha , abang n kak aith wanted to go to SACC mall that day because she wanted to have her fish n chips so much ...(ow btw shes having another baby tau coming soon this april! eheh) so we went there la to have sort of dinner kat the tea port shop if im not mistaken , then after eating n all , kak aith wanted to go to colds storage la plak to buy her groceries stuff , me n sha malas giler nak ikot so we went to bonita to have a look at the big sale ( katanye yer dengan poster yang sangat besar tulis SALE , padahal sale kat bag bulu bulu yang sangat buruk , patutla sale eheheheh) then we went to mph plak , because i wanted to get a story book because i was so bored kot masa tu tgh time cuti sem so kat rumah taktau nak buat apa kan ? so nak la beli. ok then ......................as i walking around mph , ade this oen guy walked into the mph , i lookd up then jeng jeng jeng....it was "the gifted boy" yeahhhhhh seronok x? hm? hm? i wasssss so F shocked kot to see him , he was taller now n his hair is so long macam hujan ( Noh) , he looks way different ....tau tk sha kata apa? she said he looked like an indon, kejam gle sha hahahahahhha but i laughed je la even though it was kindda true , hahahaha
after that , he didint even say hi pun kot , terok gleeeeeeeee , i was like sort of pist la kan ? sbb before this klu jumpa dia he would say hi tau? but then he didnt ....budget hot la ni?hm?hm? yelaaaaa dia je la hot kiter ni sape kan ? slightly overweight punya orang haihhhhhhh :(
then dah la i tgh pist then i dont know why nampak muka dia cam lagi pist taktau asal (maybe because dulu he just left me alone without any explanation then cam bg orang false hope kot?entahla c cecep tu ) then i pun buat bodo je la.....i wasnt excited at that time giler x???????klau dulu dah sms sha o jerit kot klu nampak diaaaa , n then jantung cam nk explode but now cam biasa je , jumpa dia cam geram gle ader la ,. n i wish ki was there ..klu dia ader , tunjuk kat dia ! hah ambik kau! kau ingat i cant move on???hm????? well u were wrong!~ i did move on n then i found out there was a better man in the outside world muhahaha !but unfortunately dia xde mayb tuuhan kata no no meeza , tak baik sakitkan hati orang hehehe so watverer la "the gifted boy" u dont mean anything to me now , dulu maybe la u can charm me with ur smile n the way u say hello ( sangat physco bunyinye ehehheheh) tp now no no no no more because now i just dont care bout u anymore n i dont think n fantasise ( betol ke eja dia?ahah) to be with u anymore because now i have ki , sekian terima kasih :)