Monday, February 2, 2009

i use to care but now i just dont anymore

who in the world wouldnt know about me and the "gifted boy" . i was crazy about him kot dulu , if i could see him for just one second it would made my life happier ......ala u knowla how they say about ur first love , u will never ever forget bout him right? right after "he" left me , he was with this one girl , who was OBVIOUSLY younger than me kot hehehe she was form 3 at that time n was "hot" ( for boys laaaaaa, u know why kan? go figure!) heheh then right after that i was never ever in the mood for anyone .......i was single for almost a year ...haihhhhhh sober year la katakan KONON ehehhhehe then after that boleyh katakan everyday i pray to see him , a glance pun jadilahhhhh but unfortunately i got to see him only a few times kot but masa tu pun dah macam " omg omg omg!! hehehahaha" dah kata head over heels over him kot eehheeh then after that i was with somebody else to like mend my broken heart la konon, i was with him for a few months , then ade this one day i saw "him" in the car with his mom , i mcm jerit dalam kete kot! and got scolded by pa because he was driving n then he nearly bang a motorcylist kesian dia haihhhhh ....that how muchy much i wanted to see him ....sangat!!!hehehe

anyway , then now at this present time , 2009 hehehe i saw him at mph .....
the story goes like this ....

after attending my pangkat cousin's daughter's birthday me ,sha , abang n kak aith wanted to go to SACC mall that day because she wanted to have her fish n chips so much ...(ow btw shes having another baby tau coming soon this april! eheh) so we went there la to have sort of dinner kat the tea port shop if im not mistaken , then after eating n all , kak aith wanted to go to colds storage la plak to buy her groceries stuff , me n sha malas giler nak ikot so we went to bonita to have a look at the big sale ( katanye yer dengan poster yang sangat besar tulis SALE , padahal sale kat bag bulu bulu yang sangat buruk , patutla sale eheheheh) then we went to mph plak , because i wanted to get a story book because i was so bored kot masa tu tgh time cuti sem so kat rumah taktau nak buat apa kan ? so nak la beli. ok then ......................as i walking around mph , ade this oen guy walked into the mph , i lookd up then jeng jeng jeng....it was "the gifted boy" yeahhhhhh seronok x? hm? hm? i wasssss so F shocked kot to see him , he was taller now n his hair is so long macam hujan ( Noh) , he looks way different ....tau tk sha kata apa? she said he looked like an indon, kejam gle sha hahahahahhha but i laughed je la even though it was kindda true , hahahaha
after that , he didint even say hi pun kot , terok gleeeeeeeee , i was like sort of pist la kan ? sbb before this klu jumpa dia he would say hi tau? but then he didnt ....budget hot la ni?hm?hm? yelaaaaa dia je la hot kiter ni sape kan ? slightly overweight punya orang haihhhhhhh :(
then dah la i tgh pist then i dont know why nampak muka dia cam lagi pist taktau asal (maybe because dulu he just left me alone without any explanation then cam bg orang false hope kot?entahla c cecep tu ) then i pun buat bodo je la.....i wasnt excited at that time giler x???????klau dulu dah sms sha o jerit kot klu nampak diaaaa , n then jantung cam nk explode but now cam biasa je , jumpa dia cam geram gle ader la ,. n i wish ki was there ..klu dia ader , tunjuk kat dia ! hah ambik kau! kau ingat i cant move on???hm????? well u were wrong!~ i did move on n then i found out there was a better man in the outside world muhahaha !but unfortunately dia xde mayb tuuhan kata no no meeza , tak baik sakitkan hati orang hehehe so watverer la "the gifted boy" u dont mean anything to me now , dulu maybe la u can charm me with ur smile n the way u say hello ( sangat physco bunyinye ehehheheh) tp now no no no no more because now i just dont care bout u anymore n i dont think n fantasise ( betol ke eja dia?ahah) to be with u anymore because now i have ki , sekian terima kasih :)

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