adibah si klakar!

dat morning whch was almost near to 11 smthing someone texted me saying " i kat pasar jo ni teman nenek i beli daging"

then i quickly called her , obviously who loves her grandmama more than dibah? ahha she texted me , as i mentioned earlier , i called her back and was so excited to meet her cause she has been busy as her finals were much earlier than our in uitm , so dia dah habis dah so not ONLY got the chance to meet her :)

then after calling her she said ok , to pick me up n ki together :) then when we went to the car , there was this old lady with her face mask on, i wondered who was this old lady? it was baba! ahhaha obviously adibah's grandmama, she scanned my dressing with her glasses on maybe she didnt like it for girl's with tudung to wear skinny jeans as they are very tight at "you know where place" ehhe
then we got into the car and dibah was driving her driving was okla , but all of us shouted one time cause dbah didnt stop at a round about bayang kan? hahaha
then drop baba off at her house and went to ain's place to pick her up plak , after reaching her place ain wasnt ready yet , so auntie dgn baik hatinye asked us to get inside and have a drink , someone didnt come in just for a drink but came in for kuih raya , air , n kurma -_-" haih hahahhaa sorry !
then after waited for almost 15 minutes , ain was ready , boobies hugs and all n then ain's mom said " why not have lunch at home? nak?" all of us looked at each other and ain made the move, " takpela ma hehe"
then jeng jeng came auntie's ketula ahhah
we went out then dibah asked where do we want to go , so i suggested ou then okla she asked ki to drive cause dia tak berani , ou bnyk kete, okla nk start the car , the car didnt even make a sound pun ......all of us tried to ignite it but bohooooo no luck! we tried pushing the car and start it but dia ni degil juugak! me n ki really like the car bmw lama kot sape xske tp sbb dia degil terus turn me off ahaha
the dibah had to call yak! how comel is the name ? yak in sarawak if im not mistaken it means uncle , he came to the rescue and bawak a persona for us to drive , so baik or him :) then we went to pick anis lak , and had our lunch at restroran kanna ! the way the waiters treated us was fabulous , ehhe u imagine 4 waiters coming to our table serving different food to us, and the special thing about the restraunt is that the pinggan is a banana leaf n think to them it sooooooo special sampai harga pun mak aih mahal gle kot , u noe one plain rice with no vege is rm2 and with vege is rm 4 ! gle x? haihhhh but its worth it , at least dapat jugak jumpa the long lot friends even though the group was not that complete , its ok ada lagi next time kan ? :)

oh wait ? where's the ship?

friendship? is there such ship that would not let u sink alone and will litarelly sink with u? all i have to say is one word! BS.....haihhhh this thing hasnt come around for quiet awhile , i was very very happy before this , with my friends and all , they're very different ? i think? their mind set is not like theirs? im not degrading anyone , but whenever we have any disagreement or dislikes we would say it for only once which in other words kiter orang mengumpat and not letting the flaws of the person yg kena kutuk come in between our frindship...we just let it be , let by gones be by gones....but here its different , when u accidently or mmg sengaja hurt someone ( dah mmg attitude u camtu) u get to stay in the bad book :) isnt that nice? what happened to being forgive and forget ? or maybe yes ive hurt your feelings but all u should know sometimes my jokes are just jokes and they dont mean a thing...im used to being like that in so , you have to deal with it...yes u may say that what im saying is unfair...

why must u guys follow my style?
why cant i understand poeple's feeling?
and all that ?

but in the end, it goes the same ? WHY MUST I FOLLOW UR RHYTHM and not mine? u may not understand what im writing because i have this problem of making people understanding what im saying haih...-_-'

what im trying to say is that, you guys cant always follow ur style , we have to give and take? i follow u guys about something and u follow my style about something..

and one more thing, if ever u guys have disagreement about something and telling other people how selfish they are and all that, i think it goes the same way? try and think about what has happened and do think hard about it ....
i was really upset that day about what u guys said but i tried to fix things up but u guys wouldnt let me , u guys didnt give me a room to speak, u guys just stood there and when i apologized some raised their voice like nothing was happening and talked about something else, that was my final call for u guys....ive been through with u guys alot and i dont think i can take it anymore , i may not show my dislike towards uguys , YES u may call me a hipokrit and all the names related to it, but that's just my way ok...call me names but u should look urself in the mirror and ask this " am i a hipokrit too?" , u should not use your pretty face and innocence when u want something frm someone that u dont like and act like nothing happened, its just not right :) i do see that alot and its just very hurtful to watch ...

you may also say yang i ni cam jilat balik apa i ludah , but i think the thing that happened is also caused by certain things that not was entirely my fault...

most of the people i share my stories to, said that mybe all of this thing happened bacause of my attitude, so from now on i will change insyallah , and sorry for the things that ive done in the past and so on...

p/s: im writting this blog is not because i want to pick a fight but this is one of the places i express my feelings when im sad and even when im happy...:)