thank you part 2

ok , the things that has happened to our relationship wasn't just because of the incident happened in the room but it was also because of the other things has happened in the past yang i dah malas nk bring up , all i know and i want to make it clear to you about the incident in the room. ok here's the thing, the time about the whole class picking which day for our class, i was being selfish k? there you go ,that's the truth. i think everyone should have their individual rights to pick which date suits their schedule? dont you think? and that point of time , monday was just right for me k? and unfortunately it wasnt for you guys and what am i suppose to do about it right ? nothing ....and again unfortunately for you guys the whole class will rather have the class on friday ,if im not mistaken. after that, i do felt bad about the whole thing because i wasnt really on your side so the stupid mind of mine thought it would be nice to say sorry to you guys..

after coming back from dinner , i came to you and the others who was at the living room , and said out loud that i wanted to say something about the incident in the class , but unfortunately for me , you guys didnt even care about wat i said and ignored me as if i my say wasnt important? yeah i get it , im a nobody in the group and i dont mind being that way :) seriously , but please dont relate this matter and say to the others that meeza walked away because she thought she wasnt important, please dont because that's just BS , thank you.

from that moment on, i knew i could not take it anymore that's why i walked away from you guys and try to have new friends and i dont think that's wrong because i know when i walked off i didnt tell anyone about what happened and only 3 person knew what happened but they wouldnt tell anyone , because i trust them. when people asked me what happened i didnt spill out anything pun , and whatever you heard me saying about uguys yang memburukkan korang , it wasnt me it was someone inside your group , you know them better , all i can say is that dont trust them sangat , you think they're so saint but actually they're just devils in disguise. my advice to you dont tell them things you should not tell because in the end ,that thing will go on and on inside the group and bring the story out to the others k.

from what has happened , i da tak kesah dah what people say about me , cause i know nobody's perfect and fyi i dah tak ambik hati wat happened and i forgive you and your gang for what has happened , and here also i would like to say im sorry for the things yang i dah ckp sampai korang ambik hati ...im sorry straight from my heart. do tell the others that im sorry k , thank you ..

i hope this thing would not prolong anymore cause i think i have had enough , im happy now and if this thing backfires me again then its ok let me learn, im ready to face my own consequences ....uguys lead your life and let me lead mine too k:)
no more hard feelings after this cause i really hope living in puncak will change everything.

p/s: im sorry for telling what happened , biar orang nk kata apa , no matter how much we please people , they will still talk about you , they will never shut the hell up :)