love IS a losing game

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

One I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
...know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I'm rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

anis's birthday bash!

anis's suprise party was d bomb . we had so much fun together since the last we meet each other was last day of spm . GLE LA! i fuckin miss u guys k! but rindu ku sudah terubat haha except for my rindu towards izzaty a.k.a nurul! she couldnt come dat day cause mayb she had something on kot . dunno la heehe. firstly we surprised anis in her house while faizaztul hold her cake , n my heart was pumping like hell , cause we were waiting in her living room . we cant see her , so masa dia nk jalan towards us sgt scary haha at first ader this shadow at the door thought it was anis but it was her mother , the word surprise nearly NEARLY terkeluar then seconds later anis kluar then all of us jerit surprise! she didnt really react mcm she was shocked or maybe di tau kot kiter orng nk dtng kot hahaha entahla but her face was biasa je hahaah then all of us had the cake that mary proudly booked for us at sec rep since she works there . kasi highlight skit kat situ ahahah then we head on to the next activity which was water balloon fight! ay babyh! but it took like nearly one hour for us to fill in water into the balloon ,some turn out besar n some turned out long hahaha which jay kate " mcm semacam je " hahahaha all of us laughed maybe cause all of us are actually pervs deep inside our heart ahhaha ok selepas tu , we played water balloon which was extremely fun since we could took a peek in everyone's pants n shirts except for mine n fai since we were wearing seluar yg susah nk bukak hehe see moral of the story pakaila seluar yg susah nk bukak hehe kemudian kala , we sat in the rain for like 20 mins talking n talkin about our future n what we wanted to do :) i didnt noe how the topic arise but panjang gakla cakp pasal benda tu sampai masok bilik anis hehe then we ordered mcd n makan makan , by 6.30 nearly 7 all of us went back . then the end of our lovely day spent at anis's house :)
i sooo gonna miss u guys

here are a few pics was stolen frm anna'a blog ehhehe sorry anna !

I am Sam II the movie



hairspray the musikal dancers :)


terima kasih kepada ana kerana mengambil gambar ku muka macam muka budak retard :)


the baloons that fai n jay bought :)

we'll miss you

fazryna , 17

al fatihah to fazy who we will always miss and love . im gonna miss the times we had spend togheter when we were little , i also gonna miss your laughter , smile and that X factor u have in you which can make anyone u meet to love you in an instance . we love u fazy , alfatihah

hari yg gelap

on friday sent my sister back to melaka but we didnt send her teros there . we stopped at seremban 2 mall which was an ok mall because i didnt expect jusco n other cool shops will open a frenchise there. NO NO im not criticising the people there but u know seremban is like a lost world , so i didnt expect more on the lost city heehhehe ok then we had lunch at chicken rice bukan sekadar nasi ayam...ahhaha sbb my sister was craving to have their nasi ayam which wasnt that nice but so - so la. Lepas tu cannot go , i just finished my chicken rice then i felt like there was someone kicking my chair , so i turned back to check out, who's been kicking my chair . i didnt notice LANGSUNG there was a bapok wearing shades in a place where shades are NOT really nasasscary hehehe ,then tau x apa dia ckp?

bapok with fake boops : apa pandang pandang ? sibuk je pandang blakang
meeza with real boops:huh? apa dia ckp sha? dia ckp ngan kiter ke? (sha= my sister haha)
bapok with fake boops: kau jgn cari pasal ngan aku. aku x tkot ngan ko la
meeza with real boops :what? ok meeza soo not talking to her pa . seriously .what's her prob?
papa ku yg baik :let her be meeza , people thier kind is always like that , seeking for attention.
she doesnt realise orng cina kat blakang semua tgk dia
shasha with real boops : aa meeza . buat bodo jer .
mama ku yg cool : adik pass me the jug , ma nk air ( in a man's voice )
ku n keluarga ku yg cool : hahahhahahahahhaahhahah
bapok with fake boops: kurang ajar

then masa nk bayar gle kureng k, my mom was walking behind her then she flipped her hair like she's in a advert or something . nasib baik my mom was a smarty pants behind that bapok with fake boops she pretended to sneezed n rub her nose , everyone was watching my mom , me n my sis apa lg ketawa terbahak la kat depan pintu tu , hahahha tulla dosa buat aku cibot!

kemudian kala when we were heading to melaka , we saw the opposite site of the highway jam gle babs . so my dad said we have to figure out another way back to shah alam . then jeng jeng , my dad said klau camtu let's use jalan lama which is jalan lalu PD ! best gle..my mom n i was happy but not my sis cause she has to go back to her pigeon hole hahahhah . then after sending her back , kiter orng pun balikla . we passed by a hotel named goaman which is the coolest hotel i think . it's so beautiful and calming .then my mom had to go to the ladies because she had to pee:) we went in la then got back in our car to have dinner . lepas itu kami puun balik la rumah .
dah sampai rumah my mom screamed " adik! nama mama nye jam x?" i said "huh?manade meeza x ambik pon " mama said" oh shit mama tertinggal atas tank jamban td la " my dad said " huh? aiyooo mama " from his face we could see he was upset . of course la who wouldnt right? that watch cost a fortune so who wouldnt be upset right? lepas tu mama n papa kata xde rezeki ngan dat wtch .kemudian we all went to bed . THE END

bataks

yesterday was the eve of gong xi fa chai . so me n my family went to ou to get some groceries because we knew that day ou surenye tak hectic sbb chinese new year kan? before going to giant we went to arena to have dinner since other places are closing down but arena's food was not that bad la . i love the tomyam there, its really nice babeyh but i didnt eat tomyam i ate mr tepanyyaki . the food there aiyooo rappaaa sgt la terok k , daging dia rase cam tgh gigit selipar k ? keras giler n i couldnt swallow the food . so i just ate the fish n rice ajer . mama had kuew teow goreng which was really nice n sha had this weird ramen mee . tak sedap langsung hahaha :D then after having dinner we went to giant to get some groceries . in giant omg bnyk gle kaum bangla n indon kot agak takot cause the wa they stare at you tu cam semacam . so ma cam ambik brang2 cepat cepat cause takot la kan . kemudian kala , we went to this section kat sane semua jual dynamo la daia la semua la ader . then i told my sister to take a picture kat daia nye rack sgt camtik k . the daia bottles was so colourful . so snap snap she took my picture n i took hers . then we didnt notice there was one couple standing quite close to us about 30 feet away. they were practically staring at us as in mcm x pernah tgk orng . after awhile the became normal human being again hahahah they stop staring at us ,but then dgn poyonye dia menggelengkan kepala dia .poyo gle mcm la dia xpernah ambik gambar hahahaha but mesti dorang ingat kiter orng batak gle nk ambik gambr dlm giant .then lepas tukiter orng cepat cepat get out from that section cause dah malu haha papa was laughing all the way . at least all of us had fun ehhehe

to nuyu!

babe im so so sorry for what i said on my previous blog . i dont mean to call u shorty k? n again let me tell you i feel so guilty for wat i said . so nuyu ku im so sorry k ? n to tell u the truth i sayang u hahah n i dont hate u :)

i miss youuuuu guyssssss

kamu kamu sekalian yg memganggap saye ini rakan sekolah kamu , saya sgt merindui kamu! where r u guys? biler nk lepak ni yeah yeah i noe everytime u guys ask me out i'll say " eyh sorry la i cant la " im so sorry but i really cant cause everytime u guys ask me out mesti ader something came up but i really want u to know that i really REALLY miss ya'all! and this is wat i miss the most about u u n u n u n u

adibah : i miss you n ur sarcastism(betol ke ni?) ehhe
anis : i miss ur gossips babeyh!
Ain : definately ur blurry face that always makes me laugh
ana banana :i fucking miss my walking dictionary
faiieee : sgt merindui kamu punyer " no , no " everytime u want
want to start a story heee
jay :) : i miss ur boops babeyh! hehehhe
Nurulku! : i miss my ur weird laughter ahha
mary had a lil lamb : sgt merindui membuli kamu! ehhehe